Stranger in Iran

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The boy who reminded me of me. Bastam, NE Iran.

"Being in Iran has so sensitized me to my own ignorance. I was born here, lived here until I was 15, and thought I knew the place. In fact, I hardly know anything about these people, I am finding out 28 years after I left.

"And if I'm so ignorant, what about the fools huddled in underground war rooms on the other side of planet dreaming of post-invasion flowers and sweets?"
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Hello. These are stories of my learning about my birthplace after a 28-year absence. Please don't hesitate to leave your comments at the bottom of applicable stories.
Ali Torkzadeh, Tehran, Iran, Oct. 2006

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Introduction: Being a Stranger In Iran

TEHRAN, October, 2006—I step into a store to ask a question. There are, as usual, half a dozen friends and relatives of the proprietor sitting around chatting away the day instead of—God forbid—actually being productive.

I could be wearing my underwear on my head and they wouldn’t notice me, tangled so deep in some argument.

Then suddenly the room quiets and every eye is pinned on me.

I just said something that gave away my being a foreigner. I don’t even know what it was; too busy trying to act Iranian, trying to use hip terms to compensate for my nervousness.

I grin and sheepishly shuffle away.

My father says if I stayed eventually I would be able to fool people, “but right now”—he chuckles, then pauses, like he’s trying to think of words least apt to hurt my feelings—“you’re a foreigner. It’s obvious.

“I told you this before. Forget about having been born here. That doesn’t mean anything anymore.

“The country you were born in is long gone. The people whom you knew are long gone. And you’re a different person.

“Just think you’re visiting some other country as a tourist and you just happen to know the language. It will be easier on you.”

It’s good advice and this was exactly what I told myself repeatedly as I stepped off the plane a few days ago.

The good thing is that frustration fuels my appetite to write. I write and write and then I’m sitting in someone’s home, being the good boy visiting from America, politely nodding and smiling at now-total strangers I last met when I was still mad at Santa Claus for not delivering to Moslem homes—and suddenly I’m pining to find a quiet corner and pull out the laptop.

[I can’t though; way way too insulting to those present! I might as well bend over and moon them too.]

Search for meaning is what’s on my mind, something that requires courage and intimacy, not college degrees and cognitive prowess, I now realize.

You have to get to know the people over time, prod and get prodded, risk getting hurt over and over, maybe even get chased down the street by the paranoid —before you can begin to make out shapes and ideas beyond the self-reflecting bubble CNN and the White House peddle as reality.

What is it that we really accomplish with the words we put our faith in? Do we even understand a fraction of each other’s meaning?

My old employer, The AP, and other keepers of our Matrix are in the business of transmitting beautiful images and precise-sounding words.

But words, as conscientiously as they might be crafted, are inefficient, vague and vulnerable to misuse because words are useless without context.

Everyday we swim in comedy and tragedy wrought by context-less words.

We rage at one man questioning the number of Holocaust victims and relish another’s made-to-order slogans like “compassionate conservatism” and “axis of evil”.

It’s the latter’s lies and manipulations that trigger unimaginable butchery in Iraq, but camera-ready bunkum once again gets him elected.

My attempt in the following articles is to create some context and perhaps humanize a bit the latest category of people we are urged to demonize.

Being in Iran has so sensitized me to my own ignorance. I was born here, lived here until I was 15, studied it in graduate school, and thought I knew the place.

In fact, I hardly know anything about these people, I am finding out 28 years after I left, shortly before the Islamic revolution.

And then it hits me. My God, if I’m so clueless, what about the fools huddled in underground war rooms on the other side of planet dreaming of post-invasion flowers and sweets?

Lessons from the Past

Kashan, Iran.

"Come in Peace, But Regardless We Will Prevail"

Archeologist Hassan Abdullahzadeh  stepping out of a 900-year-old wartime shelter, near Sabzevar, NE Iran.
Archeologist Hassan Abdullahzadeh stepping out of a 900-year-old wartime shelter, near Sabzevar, NE Iran.

Inside the 900-year-old wartime shelter, near Sabzevar, NE Iran.
Inside wartime shelter, with multiple passages, including a secret one in the back.
Art historian Abdulreza Soleimani examining 2500-year-old Achaemenidian stone crypt
Art historian Abdulreza Soleimani examining a 2500-year-old Achaemenidian stone crypt
The view from inside the structure over  Cheshmeh Shafah, from 1000 BCE
The view from inside the stone structure over Cheshmeh Shafah, from 1000 BCE
Inside the Zoroastrian temple built by the Achaemenids (650 to 330 BCE)
Inside the Zoroastrian temple built by the Achaemenids (650 to 330 BCE)
Inside the 18th-century mausoleum of Sufi Baba Langer
Inside the 18th-century mausoleum of Sufi Baba Langer
When you come here you should be petrified, says archeologist Hassan Abdullahzadeh, because it becomes so obvious that nothing lasts.
“When you come here you should be petrified,” says archeologist Hassan Abdullahzadeh, “because it becomes so obvious that nothing lasts.”
The mausoleums of Sufis Baba Langer and Haj Baba Tavakol
The mausoleums of Sufis Baba Langer and Haj Baba Tavakol—two adjoining structures but centuries apart.

By Ali Torkzadeh

To the ignorant—or the American spy satellites that watch this land—it’s just hillside dirt hole, barely big enough to enter.

To the Iranians who’ve lived here for thousands of years, however, it’s a message from the past, a testament to how their ancestors managed to survive countless conquerors.

The hole is actually the entrance to a 900-year-old man-made cave created to hide from the enemy. There is another entrance from the above and then hidden
from the eye, there’s a tunnel in the back that leads to other caves dug over centuries for multiple escape routes.

There are probably hundreds of such wartime shelters just in this part of the country and countless others all over Iran, most of them long forgotten to time and sand.

“It’s like a maze of rat holes in there,” archeologist Hassan Abdullahzadeh tells me as I climb the hill shortly after sunrise, sleepy-eyed and thirsty. It’s 20th day of the Ramadan and I can’t eat or drink, at least not in the public, and clueless about the rich history lesson I was about to receive.

“Over the centuries, they figured out that they need to allow for anything that the enemy could think of. Even if the enemy found the cave and poured fire on them from above, there was still a way out,” says Abdullahzadeh, who works at the Cultural Heritage office in Sabzevar, 95 kilometers away and 700 kms east of Tehran.

“And it wasn’t just a cave. Inside we’ve found bedrooms, kitchens, works of art on the walls, sophisticated pottery.

“We found a bowl-shaped oil lamp with holes on the side; we suspect it was made to throw soft light on the walls in order to relax the occupants.

“Over time hiding in the caves wasn’t just about survival but a lifestyle. They found ways to live down there in tranquility to outlast the enemy.”

The lesson to the future enemies should be that “these people are tough survivors,” Abdullahzadeh goes on.

“Throughout history they’ve given refuge to travellers. After all, they were living on a crossroad of continents and learned to deal with foreigners of all types.”

There are indications that most foreigners came in peace and found hospitality here. There is even evidence that foreigners felt comfortable enough to leave their dead here to continue on their journey, Abdullahzadeh says.

“But vow to the outsider when the Iranian chooses to resist,” chimes in my other guide, Abdulreza Soleimani, art history professor and cultural heritage activist in Sabzevar. “One way or another, the foreigner either leaves or gets absorbed into the culture.

“The Iranians have been at this game for thousands of years; it’s in their blood now.”

I am in an area known as Baba Langar, named after the 14th century Sufi spiritualist buried further up the hill. What used to be the Silk Road is now an asphalt highway 20 kilometers away, busy as ever, with Eastern European and Turkish trucks zooming by to and from Central Asia.

Again, to the naked eye it’s just a few ordinary hills in middle of nowhere. Below us, old men and boys tend to the fields and herds of sheep and goat. Giggling
children jostle to be photographed by me, the latest newcomer; the women smile but nervously turn away at the sight of a camera.

To the archaeologists here and abroad, though, this area is home to a remarkable array of priceless structures spanning three millenniums and—because this area
has always been a thoroughfare—of many origins and beliefs. Moslems, Zoroastrians and even the Anahitas (pre-Zoroastrians dating back to 1000 BCE) left their mark here.

Even Buddhists went through here on their pilgirimages to the east, Abdullahzadeh writes in his latest of four books.

To climb the hill is like climbing into a time machine.

Just a stone’s throw from the shelter, there’s an Achaemenid (650 to 330 BCE) stone and mortar crypt, which most likely holds the remains of as many as 30 members of royalty.

“It’s too precious to ever dig it up and archeology has moved on from the let’s-dig-up-everything mentality,” Abdullahzadeh says.

And further up the hill I am led into the intact remains of a Zoroastrian temple, also built by the Achaemenids, where fire probably burned ceaselessly for centuries.

Besides the temple is an underground water reservoir and stone walls built into the side of the hill to keep the soil from washing away. All those were left by the Achaemenids too.

“You’re looking at a 2500-year-old wall and it’s still standing!” Abdullahzadeh exclaims. “They truly cared about their environment and worked to conserve it.”

Still further up the hill, and by now we’re panting and sweating under the puffy clouds that gently sail over us, we get to the mausoleum of Baba Langar, built
during the Safavid Dynasty (1501-1736 CE) and the tomb of Haj Baba Tavakol, another Sufi, this one from the 13th-century Ilkhanate Dynasty. Two structures a few meters from each other but centuries apart.

Then we turn to the east and descend down the hill to the natural spring of Cheshmeh Shafah—literally “fountain of healing”. The followers of Anahita believed its
water, still slowly gathering in a pool inside a chamber, had healing properties.

Pilgrims still tie pieces of cloth on the tree branches nearby as symbols of their prayers.

There’s so much more, including yet another Zoroastrian temple, a bathhouse and even a prison, all from different periods in history, all within what must be two or three square kilometers.
The Baba Langar village from above
The Baba Langar village from above.
Qanat water is pooled above farmland for irrigation, as it has been done for thousands of years.
Qanat water is pooled above farmland for irrigation, as it has been done for thousands of years.

Abdullahzadeh is analytical now:

“When you come here you should be petrified,” he says as we descend back to the village, “because it becomes so obvious that nothing lasts. You come and go, no matter who you are and how powerful you are.

“There’s a higher power that directs us to be friends and share our resources, not fight over them.

“We want to send the world this message, to say, ‘look, this is what happened here. This is what history teaches us. We already know using force doesn’t work. So let’s set aside the fighting and live in peace.

Coming from the land of Dick, Condi and George—to some Iranians he’s known as “Little George”, the moniker popularized by Saddam Hussein when he was still in power—to me Abdullahzadeh’s statement sounds rather surprising and perhaps a bit naïve.

Instead of being angry about possible attack by the same gang that initiated the bloodbath in Iraq, both of my guides are calling for peace and cooperation.

There’s no resentment here. They believe there’s enough for everyone to share.

“They have things we need and we have things they need,” Soleimani says. “It just doesn’t make sense to fight.

“But if they choose to attack, well to me the outcome is already known,” he adds. “Just look around you. Iranians survived all this time. Why would it be different this time?”

I think of the arrogant neocons in Washington who would scoff at this kind of talk; their faith is in their guided missiles and their uncanny ability to wag the dog’s tail, even five years after September 11.

I recalled hearing Ronald Reagan during a televised speech calling Americans “people born to lead the world.”

Soleimani doesn’t lose a beat. He swings toward me, looks me in the eyes, and responds, quintessential of an Iranian, with a poem:

“Baad avardeh rah, Baadash bord.”

The best translation: “Easy come, easy go”

"Iran is Not a Location"

The king's entertainment room at Ali Qapu Palace, Isfahan, Iran
Wine, music and ascension to God. Plaster molding marvel reflects the kasrat-beh-vahdat concept at the entertainment hall in Ali Qapu Palace, Isfahan, Iran.

Tears have come to me twice so far from merely walking into a room in Iran.

The first was at Kashan’s Sultan Amir Bathhouse.

And then today, as I walked into what 400 years ago was the king’s entertainment hall at the Isfahan’s Ali Qapu Palace.

My guide and friend Abdulreza Soleimani was talking but I can’t recall what at the moment.

I was mumbling to myself: “What happened to you Iran? What happened?”

This was the room where Shah Abbas I entertained. The musicians were hidden in tiny quarters on the four sides of room, from which their music would spill into the room but they could not see the inside of the hall.

Plaster molding at Ali Qapu Palace, Isfahan, Iran.
It’s all plaster! Close-up of 400-year-old plaster moldings.
Before and after plaster molding repair at Ali Qapu Palace, Isfahan, Iran.
“Before and after plaster molding repair at Ali Qapu Palace. The right side—the modern work isn’t as straight as the left side—the 400-year-old original.
Restoration artists at work at Ali Qapu Palace, Isfahan, Iran.
Restoration artists at work at Ali Qapu Palace, Isfahan, Iran.

“Listen to the silence,” Soleimani pled with us.

“Do you hear the silence? This was the kind of silence the music penetrated. You see, in this age there was actually a philosophy of silence.”

The king sat in the middle of the room, where I stood now, surrounded on four sides with 3D plaster moldings shaped like bottles of wine and other containers, perhaps hundreds of each, in row after row, each row building upon the other, and changing shape and size, and giving way to other themes, until they met in the center of the dome.

The concept is called “kasrat-beh-vahdat”—literally “plurality to singularity”—one of the oldest and most revered concepts of Islam. Plurality—represented by all the beauty I was surrounded with—is the world and its people. Singularity—the golden center of the dome I was starring at—is God.

It says to mankind all things end in God and all things come from God.

I strode closer to the plaster moldings. Each representation of the wine bottle—in which sometimes actual bottles were placed—was perfectly identical to the other and in complete symmetry with the other elements.

How could they pull off that kind of perfection 400 years ago?

“You have to remember that the people who did this work were artists who had devoted their lives to expression of art and spirituality,” Soleimani said.

“You and I want wages to work. But the artist of 400 years ago was in the business of satisfying himself. He gave himself to his work.

“Hafez created a collection like no other but did not make a penny.”

The dome at the king's entertainment room at Ali Qapu Palace, Isfahan, Iran
Why even bother? Photos would never do justice to the dome at the king’s entertainment room at Ali Qapu Palace, Isfahan, Iran

He showed me new plaster work created with modern equipment. The shapes were off. They symmetry was not as perfect as the 400-year-old.

How could the ancient people be more exact? What were their tools?

“The tools of the heart!” Soleimani snapped back. “What tools did Rumi use to ascend to the heavens?”

“You see Ali,” he turned toward me. “You have to understand that Iran is not a geographic location. Iran is a way of thinking; it’s a way of loving.

“When you’re back in America never think of yourself as being from a place. Think of yourself as devotion, of thought—that took thousands of years to form.”

Art historian Abdulreza Soliemani at the king's entertainment room at Ali Qapu Palace, Isfahan, Iran
The architects and their artisans used “the tools of the heart,” says art historian Abdulreza Soliemani, speaking at the king’s entertainment hall at Ali Qapu Palace, Isfahan, Iran. Beautiful tourist on the left not part of the entertainment.

Lessons of War

Inside the mosque at Aa-Ghaleh, the only functional structure remaining today at the 14th century fortress, 75 kms NE of Sabzevar, NE Iran.
Inside the mosque, the only functional structure remaining today at the 14th century Aa-Ghaleh fortress, 75 kms NE of Sabzevar, NE Iran.

What remains of the entrance to the 'arg' (or the citadel) at Aa-Ghaleh
What remains of the entrance to the “arg” (or the citadel) at Aa-Ghaleh fortress.
Entrance to the mosque, on the other end of Aa-Ghaleh fortress
Entrance to the mosque, on the other end of Aa-Ghaleh fortress.
Archaeologist Hassan Abdullahzadeh on what used to be 10-meter-high, 4-meter-thick walls protecting the fortress of Aa-Ghaleh
Archaeologist Hassan Abdullahzadeh on what used to be 10-meter-high, 4-meter-thick walls protecting the fortress of Aa-Ghaleh
What used to be housing for soldiers living directly under the fortress walls.
What used to be housing for soldiers living directly under the fortress walls.

By Ali Torkzadeh

You can choose to turn your homeland into a state-of-the-art citadel and put your faith in weapons and seemingly impenetrable walls, but is that a good solution for the long-term?

The ancient Persians who lived and farmed here, on the edge of the Dasht-e Kavir desert in what today is northeast Iran, did just that.

The Aa-Ghaleh, founded in 1312 CE by the ruling Mongolian Ilkhanate dynasty, was one of those fortresses, built to last any attack. Its remains, even after centuries of neglect and much of it buried under desert sand, say a lot about the security-obsessed people who lived here.

I am walking the kilometer-wide “shaar” or the common area of city with Hassan Abdullahzadeh, archeologist at the Cultural Heritage office in Sabzevar, 75 kms away.

Behind me is the mosque, the only part of Aa-Ghaleh that remains in functional shape today and is undergoing long-awaited reconstruction. Everything else is nearly unrecognizable from the ravages of time.

There are still standing parts of the “baaroo” or the outer walls of the city, composed of three to four meters of mud, piled high to as much as ten meters. Behind the wall is the moat, four or five meters wide. It was filled with water to provide yet another impasse against attacks.

The common people lived in the shaar;the rich and the royalty lived in the “arg”, roughly the equivalent of the Western citadel, an even more secure area, a city within the city, with battlements and multi-story buildings of rock and mortar.

The arg also served as the final refuge for the rest of the people when the outer city fell. People would rush in before the gate would roll into place.

There could not be a more secure gate to the arg. It could not be burned or broken because it was made out of pure rock, two meters in diameter and perhaps as much as 1.5 meters thick!

What remains of the arg today speak of luxury and architectural excellence. An octagonal area immediately behind the gate, known as the “hashti”, is at least 10 meters high and about 20 meters wide. This entire space used to be covered by a single giant roof and kept warm during the winter with giant fireplaces on four sides.

The people who lived here paid a price for security on daily basis, Abdullahzadeh explains.

Building other gates would have been too risky—and expensive, considering the drawbridges required to cross the moat—so even getting to farmland immediately behind the walls was a chore, requiring daily commutes around the outer walls—sort of like traveling the maze at today’s airport security checkpoints.

Then there were the taxes paid to the rulers, who stayed in power in the name of fighting terror—much like the way modern taxpayers finance wars dreamed up by leaders who prefer foreign adventures over boring domestic administration.

“War permeated everyday life,” Abdullahzadeh says. “When the farmer went out to the field, he had a shovel in one hand and a sword in the other.

“We’ve found a Koran verse posted, calling on the people to go out and enjoy nature, but it surely was difficult to enjoy anything if you had to worry about the safety of your family everyday.
The remains of the arg at the 14th century Aa-Ghaleh fortress, 75 kms NE of Sabzevar, NE Iran.
“No one lives here today; even the walls they thought would last for ever are crumbling away.”

“That hardened these people into a special breed, to be able to live generation after generation juggling loyalty to God, the sword and the family, and still manage to produce architectural wonders and beautiful poetry.”

The lesson here, Abdullahzadeh says, is that solving conflicts through force and then hiding behind fortress walls does not pay in the long-term.

“They built all this, all these walls, all this weaponry, spent so much of their resources on security,” he says, excitedly gesturing with his arms, “but eventually it all turned into dust.

“No one lives here today; even the walls they thought would last for ever are crumbling away.

“The other lesson is that conquerors didn’t get much either. You see, they are not around anymore either. I find that especially amusing.

“Let’s say America attacks and takes over this land,” Abdullahzadeh continues. “But what are the Americans going to do with desert land? And surely the people whose relatives where killed during the attack aren’t going to help them. So how are they going to make things work?

And, of course, I can’t help but immediately think of the nightmare unfolding about 1500 kms to the west of us, in the place where some very foolish conquerors thought they would be greeted with sweets and flowers.

We walk back to the car and head back to Sabzevar. It’s October 18th, 2006 and the 25th day of Ramadan. It’s mid-afternoon and everyone’s hungry, even I, even though I’m not fasting.

But my mind is elsewhere. I had just read on the Internet that average death toll in Iraq has risen to 43 a day.

If only decaying mud could rise up and speak of what it saw. But would even that make a difference?

Music of Architecture

Music of architecture at Sheikh Lotf Allah Mosque, Isfahan, Iran.
Inside the great room at the Sheikh Lotf Allah Mosque, Isfahan, Iran.

“Ali, do you hear me?” my father says.

He’s at least 35 meters away. He’s not shouting and he’s turned away from me, his face closely tucked in one of the corner of the giant domed hall at the Sheikh Lotf Allah Mosque in Isfahan, Iran.

The light is poor and I can barely see him.

But to hear him? Logic says that should be impossible. Yet, I do hear him—albeit in a low, grated tone. I saw giggling tourists do the same thing in the vestibule at the Ali Qapu Palace, across the Naghsh-i Jahan Square from where we are now.

Then my guide, art historian Abdulreza Soleimani, grabs my shoulders and positions me in the exact center of the 20-by-20 meter room. The breathtaking domed ceiling—bejeweled and sparkling with literally thousands of hand-painted miniature shapes—towers perhaps 30 meters above us.

“Say something, anything.”

“Okay, I’m in Isfahan!” I yell.

I hear myself reverberating through the room. But the resonance is instant. It’s not really an echo. It doesn’t interfere with my speech.

It’s like speaking into “a hundred Bose speakers,” is how my my father puts it.

“This is a component of what they call music of architecture,” Soleimani explains. “It’s the literal kind and it’s very common. Iranian architects did this for obvious reasons; to allow for sound amplification technology that didn’t yet exist.

“Another form of music of architecture—the kind that is most often referred to in research—is music that is woven into structures.

“When you listen to Persian music, say the Chahargah, you have a prologue, a beginning and so on. Slowly you are taken to a certain height before you land back down.

“Same with architecture. This morning we walked up the steps of Sheikh Lotf Allah Mosque, then we entered the vestibule and then a hallway that led to another hallway, and so on.

“Then you were facing the walls in the great room, where every tile, every shape has been calculated to raise you to a higher realm. Then other shapes are to take you to even higher planes. Until, of course, you meet the center of the dome, the height of your experience before you are led back down and out the door. Kasrat-beh-vahdat is taking you to meet God.

“This is the music of architecture. The Iranians who designed these structures were not just building buildings. That was the least of their concerns.

“They created an experience, an experience of the heart and the spirit, to worship, to sing praises to the heavens and allow us to experience the same even centuries later.”

Naghsh-i Jahan: Answer to the "Loneliness of Liberalism"

Naghsh-i Jahan Square, view from the iwan at Ali Qapu Palace.

Could brick and mortar help harmonize a society?

In the West, the question might bring to mind building border fences to keep out illegal immigrants and terrorists.

The Iranians of an age long gone had something else in mind.

I’m standing in Naghsh-i Jahan Square of Isfahan built by Shah Abbas I when this city was the capital of the Safavid Dynasty.

The label “square” does not do it justice. It’s more like a rectangular arena the size of perhaps four or five football fields, so big that during this hazy day people on the other side are not visible.

Naghsh-i Jahan Square, one of the largest in the world.
What’s the king doing? Where are the mullahs? Naghsh-i Jahan Square, one of the largest in the world, held the answers in the Iran of 400 years ago.

It’s one of the largest squares in the world and one of UNESCO’s World Heritage Sites.

The four sides are lined with artisan shops, each with an identical façade. Behind them run the bazaars for various types of crafts, their dark noisy corridors peppered with dusty rays of sun.

The top of the façade is even throughout, a straight line around me. That’s the Persian architect’s way of establishing cohesion and stating respect for oneness of all, says my guide and art historian Abdulreza Soleimani.

There are four places that the skyline does break. On the north side is the entrance to the Isfahan’s Grand Bazaar; on the east, the Sheikh Lotf Allah Mosque; on the south-side the Shah Mosque; and on the west, the Ali Qapu Palace.

“You have every organ of society all meeting in this one square,” Soleimani explains. “The bazaar represents commerce. The Sheikh Lotf Allah Mosque was really a school, so it represented academia. The Shah Mosque represented religion, and the Ali Qapu [Palace], that was were the king sat.

“Every element of society was not only here, they actually could watch each other,” he goes on. “Sheik Lotf Allah knew what was going on across the street with the king and likewise the mullahs at the Shah Mosque were in touch and simultaneously accountable for what they were doing.

“This is how the square instituted a kind of equilibrium and accountability between the top elements of the society.

“It also provided a rhythm and humanity to life. If one morning the Haj Agha across the square didn’t open up his shop, the other shopkeepers would send a messenger to his home to find out why.

“Say the news comes back that he’s dead. Then the entire square would shut down. Everyone would pull down their shutters, go and bury their colleague, then come back, open up his shop, put his son in charge, and only then go back to business as usual.

“Then there was the productivity aspect. If I’m a copper artistan here and hear others clanging away with their hammers, this would inspire me to also be productive. But if I was on the other side of the town, then I would be alone there. I would never be as inspired to contribute, to create, to fabricate art.

“You see, the square inspired community and thereby provided security and peace of mind. Because people were part of the community, they could concentrate on their craft. It’s that peace of mind that allowed people to create the kind of world-class art you see here.

“The community ruled, not the individual. The fabric of community was so strong that no one man—not even the king—would dare to force himself over it.

“Later on, during the Qajar dynasty and the influence of the West, the palace moved away from the square, like it is in the West. Now the king was dependent on the intermediators—today’s lobbyists. He fell out of touch with society and, as you know, that’s when things went downhill with Iran.

“And the society fell in love with the liberalism of the West, the worship of the individual, which leads to a dictatorship of the self.

“Yes, they have more material things; the individual imagines and builds fantastic things, but at the end of the day he’s alone; he’s less of a human. In Europe, a person actually prefers to be with a dog or cat sitting at home instead of interacting with other human beings.

“They call it democracy and freedom, but in reality it’s about the individual being out of control, doing as they wish, not respecting and not benefiting from the wisdom of the community.

“Now tell me, what kind of a person is not a dictator? The person who is just.

“But just people are rare in the West. We know that because the amount Westerners spend just on their dogs and cats would easily wipe out starvation in Africa. But they won’t do it.

“This is how we know that liberalism has not produced justice.

Ali Qapu Palace across from Naghsh-i Jahan Square, one of the largest in the world.
The academics at the Sheikh Lotf Allah Mosque could literally watch the Ali Qapu Palace across Naghsh-i Jahan Square, one of the largest in the world.

Back at the hotel, my father and I learn from EuroNews that journalists have laid siege to Tom Cruise’s hotel ahead of his wedding this weekend.

Some people have paid 100,000 euros to watch the wedding, the satellite television report says.

“A hundred thousand euros! Can you believe that?” I exclaim.

It’s applicable to where we are. An Iranian medical school graduate might make as little as $300 a month but an apartment in Tehran can easily cost $500/month to rent.

“It’s the sick system, not the people,” my father says with a contemptuous hiss. He glances back at me and flashes his trademark I-told-you smile. He is referring to the countless debates we’ve had over the alleged immorality of the West.

“When you are raised a certain way, this is where you end up. It’s the system; it’s not Tom Cruise. Mr. Tom Cruise would never be Tom Cruise outside this system. It’s the system that turns people into these pointless lives.”

I respond: “The system gives people what they’re asking for. The journalists are just providing a product.”

“Precisely,” he smiles again. “That’s what I’m saying too. If they are just peddling a product, then they are not journalists anymore. It’s corporate profit-taking, not journalism.

“Please forgive my language, but it becomes pimping.”

Panorama #1 (57kb)

Just north of village of Kharaghani, Shahrood area, NE Iran.

Spiritual Architecture: "The mind can't do it"

Spiritual Architecture_Sheik Lotf Allah Mosque, Isfahan, Iran.
The mind could not create such beauty,” says art historian Abdulreza Soleimani, at the mihrab, inside Sheik Lotf Allah Mosque, Isfahan, Iran.

“Do you see this little turquoise piece,” says my guide, art historian Abdulreza Soleimani. “How many of pieces like this one do you think there are just on this wall?”

He’s pointing to a piece perhaps one by two centimeters, one of the thousands upon thousands of slices of tile, larger and smaller, cut into odd shapes and put together like pieces of puzzle.

It’s called “moaragh”—the art of creating breathtaking mosaics by putting together odd-shaped pieces.

We’re standing inside the Sheik Lotf Allah Mosque, one of the components of the world-renowned Naghsh-i Jahan Square in Isfahan, Iran. The sheik taught students from the very spot we stood—the mihrab—overlooking the 20-by-20 meter room around us. The tile walls led to the dome towering above, perhaps 30 meters high.

Spiritual Architecture_Sheik Lotf Allah Mosque, Isfahan, Iran.
One shot couldn’t do it justice. I keep going back and back and back to show the enormity of what surrounds me.

“Now,” Soleimani continues, “how do you suppose the artistan of 500 years ago put these pieces together without the aid of any modern technology, no computers, nothing?

“And he did it almost as fast as the hand could move,” and Soleimani starts slapping his hand up and down the wall like he’s trying to catch a crawling insect.

He did it that fast? I ask incredulously. How could he?

“He did it because he was not relying on his mind; the mind could never create such beauty.

“These men where in an irfani state of mind, something you might call a trance. Man can bring himself to such places in spirituality that the self is eliminated; the mind ceases to make decisions, and the heart takes over.

“Like Abu-Said Abul Khair prayed, as he was about to address a crowd waiting outside the mosque, ‘God, make it so Abu-Said is gone; that they hear not me, but you.’

“Don’t be surprised. We are surprised because we’re not connected to that mentality.

“Back then they lived in a kind of harmony between mankind, nature and architecture. Thus they were far closer to God.

“Therefore, for them the creation of such structures, so much beauty, was not fantastic; it was normal.

“You and I stand around in awe. We’re flabbergasted; we can’t comprehend. But that’s because we’re cut off from that culture. We’re lost our connection to the realm they lived in.”

Time of Architecture

Sheikh Lotf Allah Mosque great room, dome, Isfahan, Iran.
The reflection on the inside of the dome pointing downward. It’s around 12 noon.

You’re studying at the Sheikh Lotf Allah Mosque. You want to know the time but the sheik is thundering from the mehrab. And by the way, it’s the 15th-century Iran.

The solution: just look up, at the spectacular hand-painted dome towering 30 meters above.

Iranian architects used the side windows to reflect the sun’s position into the dome, forming a long band of reflected light that serves as the hour-hand of a clock.

Unearthing Iran's Past, One House at a Time

Before and after of Ameri House, the 230-year-old home of a former military commander based in Kashan, Iran.
Before and after of Ameri House, the 230-year-old home of a former military commander based in Kashan, Iran. It required excavating a dozen or more meters to unearth its cellar and hidden passageways.

The before photos remind me of post-war Germany. No bombing necessary here, though. Disinterest in one’s past did the job.

No after photos necessary either. The impossible stood in front me; the 230-year-old Ameri House of Kashan back in its full glory, a veritable witness to persistence, thoughtfulness and love for Iran’s heritage.

It’s also testimony to the idea that revitalization of historical structures can be economically profitable. They draw tourists, generate income, boost local pride and awareness, and motivate others to do the same.

For me, they bring enchantment and wonder. They also create many more questions.

Why was so much beauty left to rot like a pile of garbage? How much more of Iran’s past is dying under sand? I asked as I walked the fragrant courtyards and occassionally peeked at the faces behind the throngs of chador-clad tourists.

The Abbasi House, 205 years old, Kashan, Iran, is known for its complex architectural design.
The Abbasi House, 205 years old, is known for its complex architectural design (left); scene from the Sultan Amir Ahmad neighborhood, filled with many other valuable properties awaiting restoration.

Kashan, completely leveled by earthquake in 1778 CE, is believed to be one of the oldest centers of civilization in the world. The nearby remains of the community of Sialk, discovered some 60 years ago, are believed to be about 8,000 years old.

“We’re working on the theory that some of the civilization of Egypt originated here” based on the tools and artwork unearthed, says Mostafa Moghtadaee, a Tehran architect who spearheaded the restoration of the houses in Kashan.

Ameri House is one of five properties so far restored or improved from previous restrations at the behest of Moghtadaee, partner with the firm Beenesh-o-Fann Consulting Engineers, and co-founder of the Kashan Cultural Foundation.

Mostafa Moghtadaee, a Tehran architect who spearheaded the restoration of the houses in Kashan.
Tehran architect Mostafa Moghtadaee (left) spearheaded the restoration of the houses in Kashan, pictured here with artist and researcher Marjan Modarresi.

He says he found the structures, at one time home to the rich and famous, in ruin or poor maintenance some 20 years ago. He was able to convince a former mines and metals minister, Hosein Mahlooji, to provide government funds to buy and restore the properties, in some cases digging a dozen or more meters into hardened earth to reach the original floors.

The work began 13 years ago. The accolades came in later.

  • The Ameri is recognized as the single largest house in Iran, with 12,000 square-meters on about 9,600 sq/mt of land.
  • The Tabatabi House, 195-year-old, has been noted by UNESCO for its unique wind-catcher, according to Abulfazl Mohammadzadeh, guide with the local Cultural Heritage office.
  • The Abbasi House, 205 years old, is known for its complex architectural design.
  • The 180-year-old Broojerdi House is famous for ts intricate plaster-mouldings.
  • Finally, the Sultan Amir Ahmad Bathhouse—well, no verbal accolades necessary for that. Just walking in brought tears to my eyes. Read upcoming article.

Moghtadaee says the renovations have prodded local businesses to renovate other old structures to use them for their offices. Tourists arrive by the bus-load. Many new jobs were created. The look and feel of the Sultan Amir Ahmad neighborhood, home to the structures, have changed for ever.

You should see what visitors, especially the Italians, write in the guestbook,” he says.

The foreign tourists are besides themselves,” Mohammadzadeh adds. “They beg us to let them on the roof [of the Ameri House] to photograph the windcatchers.” Entering the roof is prohibited to respect the privacy of the neighboring homes, he explains.

Stained glass laid in thin slices of plaster inside the reception room at Tabatabi House (left); the 195-year-old property said to be unmatched for its intricate plaster-moulding works.
Stained glass laid in thin slices of plaster inside the reception room at the 195-year-old Tabatabi House.

The tourist visits are growing, although Moghtadaee explains that they rarely stay overnight because Kashan lacks good hotels.

“Last Norouz season they sold 650,000 tickets,” Moghtadaee says. “Just the income from the tickets, postcards and posters sold could fund many more restorations.”

The income, however, is not benefiting the project, he says. Once its benefactor, Minister Mahlooji was out of office, Iran’s Cultural Heritage ministry took over and the funding went dry. By law, the tourist income goes to the central government coffers, not to the projects that generated the income.

“They not only stopped the funding; they aren’t even maintaining what’s been restored,” Moghtadaee says. “They literally throw blocks in our way. This is the nature of politics going on.”

Restoration on eleven other structures purchased is at a stand-still, the properties under lock.

“I’m still working with them even though I’m not getting paid; the little salary they would pay is not even worth the trouble of collecting,” he says.

“I do it because I simply love doing this. When I come here, people gather around me with questions, hungry for direction, because there is no one here to make decisions.

“There is a method of working in every system and you just have to figure it out,” he says with resignation as we rode the bus back to Tehran. “Here in Iran, we manage to do our work, go after what we love, pursue our personal enjoyments too.”

The 180-year-old Broojerdi House is famous for ts intricate plaster-mouldings.
Tourists at the 180-year-old Broojerdi House (left); the intricate plaster-moulding works on the vestibule’s ceiling (middle) and the reception room (right)

Walls Were Needed to Live in Peace

Haji Asghar, 75, landowner and farmer, Bastam, NE Iran
Haji Asghar, 75, landowner and farmer, Bastam, NE Iran.

“This land has been in my family for generations. It was passed on to me from my mother.

“Thanks to God, it is very fertile. Only an occassional cold weather causes trouble. But even the green tomatoes that we have to pick to avoid the frost, we pile them and put a plastic sheet over them, and eventually they will become red too.

“The wall you see here is from before Islam. It’s that old [at least 1300 years old]. The person who told you it’s only 60 years old doesn’t know what he’s talking about.

“This entire town was surrounded by this wall and many turrets for security, to keep out the trouble.

“When I was a child the Turkmen used to descend down from the highlands and steal horses and children.

“One of my relatives was stolen when he was a child. The next time we saw him, he was a grownup man with his own Turkman wife and children.

Tomatoes by Haji Asghar, 75, landowner and farmer, Bastam, NE Iran

“People lived in the fear of the Turkmen until Reza Shah devised a solution. He invited the leaders of the Turkmen to give them an award. But the whole thing was a setup.

“Four or five [Turkmen] came and stood up to give speeches. Then on signal, they were shot one after the other. After that, this area was secure. The Turkman problem was solved.

“That’s how law and order was enforced back then. They even had a method called “otto”. They’d tie up one leg to one vehicle and another leg to another vehicle and the two vehicles would go to opposite directions.

“The people of Bastam were always very poor. I am illiterate, but when I was a kid as soon as someone who could read came around, we’d gather and have him read to us anything we could get our hands on.

“We found out that the Bastamis were so poor that when they marched to Karbala [in today’s Iraq], by the time they got there, they no longer had any shoes. They had worn away. Nothing to eat either.

“Hazrateh Masoumeh [sister of Imam Hussein] told Imam Hussein, ‘look at these people. Pity them for their poverty.’ Imam Hussein responded that these people should be cursed and ordered that they should not be allowed to take water from the Euphrates.

Pre-Islam mud wall of Bastam, next to land owned by Haji Asghar, 75, landowner and farmer, Bastam, NE IranGrowing tomatoes next to history: “The wall you see here is from before Islam. … This entire town was surrounded by this wall and many turrets for security, to keep out the trouble.”

“This was because the Bastamis had gone there to fight against Imam Hussein. They were Shi’i but were fooled into acting against him through publicity.

“That’s what publicity can do. It can get you to do crazy things; it can be a terrible thing.”

Wine, Women and War: Beginning of the Downhill

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The beginning of the downhill: Could they have possibly imagined where their country would be in 400 years when Iranians dared to concoct such flamboyant beauty?

When Shah Abbas II wined and dined foreign dignitaries at the mind-bogglingly beautiful Chehel Sotoon palace in the early 1600’s, Iran was a power to be reckoned with.

When I arrived here a few hours ago, Iran was writhing in pain in the dustbin of history as it has for at least two centuries.

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Chehel Sotoon means “40 columns”. Forty is a revered number in Islam. There were only 20 columns. The reflection in the pond provided the additonal 20 columns.

As I walked the same iwan where European ambassadors came to pay homage, it suddenly occurred to me that the grand time Shah Abbas was having was really the beginning of the downhill. Europe was galloping out of its own nightmare; Enlightenment was already in its birthing pains; and a ragtag band of religious zealots had just become the first of New World immigrants who would eventually control a third of the world’s economy.

But Iran? If the murals inside the palace are any indication, the king and his cohorts were either fighting boundary wars with medieval weapons or swirling in silk in their harems.

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Wine, women and war. It was like an episode of the Six Million Dollar Man, except this was no fiction. Europe was waking up as Iran was going to sleep.

“This was just about the time they lost their khod-bavari”—Persian: belief in one’s self, Gohar, one of the guides at Chehel Sotoon, told me.

“When they went and saw Europe they lost themselves. In response, they started copying instead of being themselves—just like the Iranian youth of today. It’s just a lot worse today.”

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A 40-column palace and a swarm of royal sycophants or a teetering wooden bed under the shade and peace of mind? I’d choose the latter over the former any time.

Culture

Copyright Theft: If the people who built the Persian Empire knew where copies of their artwork would end up. Tourist Burger, Isfahan, Iran
Identity Abuse: if the people who built the Persian Empire only knew where copies of their artwork would end up. Tourist Burger, Isfahan, Iran

Enamored with the Foreign

Star Burger, Tehran.

Maybe in Quebec or France, Star Burger would get into trouble for choosing an English name.

Here in Iran, it not only gets away with an English name, it pours salt on the wounds of the pure-Persianist by phonetically writing the name in Farsi script.

Never mind that most people wouldn’t know exactly where the words “estar” or “berger” come from. Quickly and happily they add them to today’s vernacular Persian, a potpourri of classical Farsi (rest in peace), Arabic, French, English and other tongues.

Deciphering store signs requires the art of simultaneously reading Persian and some other language phonetically written in Farsi.

Even reading the newspaper has become a chore, my father tells me.

I kept seeing this word that looked like ‘consel’ or ‘conosel’ and kept wondering what is it. Finally, I realized they’ve written ‘cancel’, like such and such concert was cancelled. They could’ve used many Persian words to say the same thing.”

Samsung, Panasonic, Toyota, Coca Cola, every world brand has its own countenance in Farsi script.

But brands aside, Iranians go out of their way to mix in anything else they can get their mouths around.

“Maan voicemaileh shomah-roh beh mobilam deerooz divert kardam,” an acquaintance casually informs me.

He means: “Yesterday I diverted your voicemail to my mobile [phone].”

Coffee shop at Parque Melat, Tehran.
The poor soul who only reads pure Persian would starve in this restaurant, inside a government-run park. Every single item is presented in Farsi-scripted Western words. The numbers didn’t go Farsi, though, perhaps for that extra touch of irony.

Parque Melat, Tehran.
Maybe better to let Iranians use phonetic English and not try to translate. Here buffet made it relatively intact into what sounds like “boo-feh”, but the Persian translation of children’s playground to English somehow became “children landspeculation”. Maybe someone’s acerbic joke at the skyrocketing land prices here.

You know, sometimes I wonder why I’m even labeled as a foreigner here.

At least one guy thought I’m more Iranian than the Iranians living in Tehran.

“Every word you speak is actually Persian,” he tells me, “which is a rarity now. Most young people in Tehran are constantly trying to pepper in foreign words.”

They think doing so is cool, I’m told.

Until a few years ago, the government, a la Québécois, tried and tried to cleanup the language.

Businesses were fined, signs destroyed, countless man-hours spent dreaming up Persian equivalents to technological terms. The computer is rayaneh in the government’s tongue, the only way to communiate in much of the literature.

So the newspaper that is confusing people with the Persian-ized English and French words also bugs them with computer classifieds that one can’t decipher.

Solemn vows taken to fight to death the “tahajomeh farhangi” [cultural invasion] beaming into satellite dishes day and night and metastasizing through one of the world’s youngest society’s. Half of the 70 million people are under 30.

But the dishes are still there and at least in Tehran businesses go out of their way to choose foreign names.

“One thing you should know about the Iranian,” a friend tells me. “It’s that they are the absolute experts at destroying the system.”

He means that no matter who happens to be lording over them at the time—the Greek, the Arab, the Mongol—Iranians are specialists at disobeying the rules set by the conqueror, to eventually make mince meat of the culture of the subjugator, to the point that often they end up co-opting the master.

No Smoking in Persian

Persian no-smoking sign: The employees of this inn do not use nicotine products.
Persian no-smoking sign: “The employees of this inn do not use nicotine products.”

I kept seeing the above same sign at various inns I stayed at and wondered about its significance.

It says: “Dearest Guest, The employees of this inn do not use nicotine products.”

So what? Why are you telling me this? Why would I care that the employees of this inn do not smoke?

Then one night my father came in sneezing and complaining about German tourists smoking in the lobby.

“There’s a no-smoking sign there but the darn thing is in Persian,” he said plaintively.

What no-smoking sign? I asked.

To my amazement, I realized he was talking about the mysterious employees-don’t-smoke sign.

You see, by expressing its employees’ dislike for smoking, the hotel is indirectly asking the guests to not smoke! I am not kidding. My father tells me this is just as serious as any non-smoking sign in the West. They’re just doing indirectly, trying to be polite and non-confrontational. They’re being gentle and considerate but they expect you to understand it as a request not to smoke.

It might seem weird to the Westerner. For chrissake, why don’t you just say it plain and simple in two darn words: “No smoking”?

But who are we to say what is normal communication?

Not Perfect? How Dare You?

Never admit mistakes. You hear me?
Not perfect? How dare you? Cinema heartthrob, Mahnaz Afshare. Source: movie poster.

My aunt arranged a meeting with a beautiful young woman “so you two can meet and see if anything could be worked out” in regards to marriage.

I showed up at my aunt’s house with my mother. She shows up with her mom—an hour late. We speak for about 15 minutes privately as our mothers massaged each other’s egos nearby.

My mother had high hopes. “Can Ali call you?” my mother asked as the prospective bride said her goodbyes. She responded positively with a smile.

I called her cell number several times in the next couple of days. No one answered. My mother called my aunt—the RAW-bet here, the contact between the two families. A few days later the message comes back that the would-be bride is upset that she has not received a call from me!

It was a convoluted message, I was told, but essentially it was the other family’s way of saying all bets are off.

It didn’t rhyme with the family’s other messages, though. My parents were perplexed and grilled me on the now-famous 15-minute conversation.

“Anything else?” my mother says, eyeing me like a hawk. “Try harder to remember.”

“I told you. We just talked about education and where we prefer to live. I talked about living in the U.S. and how I made a lot of mistakes because I went there at 15 …”

“What? You told her you made mistakes?” My father jumped off his chair as if shot by lightning.

“Yeah, what’s the big deal? I told her I made mistakes when I was a kid living on my own in a strange culture.”

“Ah, Ali joon, you never admit you made mistakes,” my mother said with such sadness, as if she had just watched the family’s good name carted off on a garbage truck.

“No I told her that when I was a kid 30 years ago …”

“Doesn’t matter,” my father shot back. “In Iran, you just never ever say, ‘I made a mistake.’ Period. It’s just not done.

“You just discovered what turned her off. When they go home and start talking among themselves, they say, ‘imagine how horrible his mistakes were that he was forced to make a reference to them!’

“Then, being Iranian, they start giving it leaves and branches. ‘What in the world could he have done? Ah, that’s why he’s still not married! Ah, that’s why he’s back in Iran at all, otherwise why would he bother?’ Pretty soon they’re comparing you with …”

“This is pretty crazy, you know,” I say. “To me, it’s as sign of maturity to say, ‘I made mistakes and learned from them.’ Isn’t life about making …?”

“Ali,” my father says impatiently, “What did I tell you before? Forget about what you know. You are here now. Do as they do here. You have to adapt or you won’t get anywhere.”


I can’t be more thankful for what transpired with my dear would-be wife. This thing with not admitting mistakes has absolutely fascinated me.

It explains so much.

Yes, people say with a smile, as if I just solved a puzzle for them too, this is why the government officials could never admit mistakes. If they did, it would automatically mean they’re not fit to govern.

(Just wait a minute! Is George Bush Iranian?)

This is why so many perplexing things remain unchanged—things that just make you scream, ‘Why? Why? Why?’

Like so many misleading highway signs; like the airport sign that sends traffic away from Tehran’s brand-new airport.

Could it be that the bad highway signs remain because changing them would be admitting screwing up the previous signs?

“People not only never admit wrongdoing, they are always looking for something to blame you for,” says a cousin, who, along with four colleagues, installs and repairs European manufactured laboratory equipment.

“They’re constantly watching you. Something might go wrong with something completely unrelated, and suddenly they say, ‘Ah, it was so and so’s fault all along’—even things that have nothing to do with you.

“For me it’s better to keep doing something the wrong way than correct it. Because just changing, say, the [wrong] technique I’m repairing something, would be an admission of past mistakes. Then your co-workers will be all over you.

“Obviously, it’s hard to work in this environment. The Europeans that come to visit us at work just don’t have the capacity to comprehend all [the crap] we have to deal with.”

Update: My father wants me to tape the future 15-minuters. Too much at stake to leave it to a greenhorn from the US of A.

If only Dubya and Karl were here to teach me the art of fakehood.

The Women

The Iranian woman

"I Choose Hejab"


Mitra Hamedi, 19, and Akram Khayrabadi, 20; art students the Islamic Azad University of Sabzevar, NE Iran.

MH: “Women in Iran today have a much greater role in society than ever before. Women now compose about 60% of university students. I think that says a lot. We’re allowed to do more things than ever before.

Q: People in the West say just the opposite. They think of the Iranian woman as having lost many rights after the [1979] Islamic revolution.

MH: “It depends how you define freedom. If by freedom you mean being able to go into the street in anything I willy-nilly feel like, yes, by that definition we are limited.

“But what a crazy thing to define freedom as pertaining to choice of clothing. What you wear shouldn’t even be considered in a discussion on freedom. I think freedom is about a person’s ability to reach his or her highest potential.

AK: “They think hejab limits the woman. But in fact in the work sector it is very helpful. If you have to come to work everyday in a different color [of dress] and worry about how to decorate yourself, that takes so much time and concentration. It’s nice not to worry about that.

“Also hejab protects one from the licentious eyes. I find that very comforting.

“I choose hejab because I have thought about it carefully and I want it. I think it is problematic if one just does it out of tradition and doesn’t think about why she does it.

Q: But others say that every woman should be able to choose for herself; wear hejab only if she wants to.

AK: “That way of thinking might work elsewhere. But I think one has to care about what her appearance does to others in the street. I think we are responsible for how our presence might harm another person.

Q: You mean how an uncovered body might excite men?

AK: “Yes. A professor of mine gave us a great metaphor. Going in the street without proper covering is like going around swinging a knife and then saying, ‘I’m not responsible if this hits you because I’m just swinging it; I didn’t intend to hit you.’”

MH: “I’m not saying our country doesn’t have problems. A lot of attitudes need to be changed.

“I ask you, why in China people go everywhere on their bikes—it is economical, good for the environment and it’s great exercise—and in my country an office worker or even college students say, ‘riding a bike is beneath me.’?”

"If We Were Locked Up, We Wouldn't Be Here"

Art restoration university students at a field trip to the Jame Mosque, Isfahan, Iran
… whether I return or not—I would decide that after I finish my studies. Maybe I return, maybe not. That will be my decision alone,” says Hajar, middle.

Historical architecture restoration university students at a field trip to the Jame Mosque, Isfahan, Iran.

Safooreh: “I know Western people think we [Iranian women] are all covered up and locked up at home, with no power of our own. But that couldn’t be further from the truth.”

Tahereh I: “We have a lot of freedoms. Look, if that wasn’t the case, we wouldn’t all be here. We’re all here from different parts of the country, living independently, going to college.

“My husband, in fact, encourages me so much to study. It’s my studies that have brought me here, or I would be with him in Yazd, where he is a student. … We get to see each other once every couple of weeks.”

[The university selection system in Iran requires students to move to the universities where there is room for the subject for which they have been accepted in the annual national university entrance exam, known as the konkoor.]

Tahereh II: “My father is always encouraging me to be as active as possible. He is always saying, ‘Tahereh, never give up learning and being active.’”

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 Mosque, Isfahan, Iran
“… We have a lot of freedoms. Look, if that wasn’t the case, we wouldn’t all be here,” says Tahereh I, right. “My father is always encouraging me to be as active as possible,” says Tahereh II, middle. “He’s always saying, ‘Tahereh, never give up learning and being active.’”

Hajar: “My parents don’t encourage me but I’m determined to reach my goals. I’m studying art restoration now but my first love is writing screenplays. My goal is study it as much as I can and write my own screenplays.”

Pareesaw, responding to the other women: “That might be the case in your homes, but in my hometown [in Khuzestan] I can show you 1,000 women just staring at the mouths of their husbands to see what comes out.

“When I was at home, I had to be home by 6 pm everyday.”

Hajar: “Where in Khuzestan were you? I am from Khuzestan and I was out late all the time.”

Pareesaw: “Look, if I am out at night and someone grabs me and throws me in a car, who is going to know?”

Safooreh: “I think you are being unduly fearful. You’re just taking a few rare instances and making a big deal out of it.”

Q: Another stereotype is that given the chance, Iranian youth would go abroad and never return. Is that case with you?

Tahereh I: “If the education I get over there is going to benefit my work; yes, I would go. But never stay. This is my home. This is where I belong.”

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 Mosque, Isfahan, Iran
In Khuzestan, “I can show you 1,000 women just staring at the mouths of their husbands to see what comes out,” says Pareesaw, far left.

Tahereh II: “Absolutely not. I am going to stay no matter what. There’s so much to do. Look at all these precious works of art that need restoration. You have to stay and work as hard as you can. It’s a moral imperative.”

Hajar: “I would go abroad because my work will be appreciated over there. And about whether I return or not—I would decide that after I finish my studies. Maybe I return, maybe not. That will be my decision alone.”

Tahereh II: “What are you saying? You just heard the professor say how much work remains here. We have to stay and support each other, work in unity.”

Hajar snaps back: “Iranians like to talk about watching each other’s back, but that’s just talk. As soon as the going gets tough, they disappear and you’re left alone.”

Tahereh II: “Look, Prophet Mohammed said, ‘Follow knowledge to wherever, even to China.’ So we have to go if that’s what it takes. But we also have to return to serve our country.”

Art restoration university students at a field trip to the Jame Mosque, Isfahan, Iran.

"Injustice Built Me"

Mona Rahnama
Mona Rahnama, 23, carpet arts student, the Islamic Azad University of Sabzevar, NE Iran.

“My first love was music. That’s what I wanted to study. I play the daf and the setar. But only the very very best ever have any chance of getting into college [for classical Persian music]. In all of Tehran, there are only 25 slots; in the entire country, perhaps 125.

“And there are three examinations, including a performance exam. But the teachers who also test you prefer to accept their own students. So practically speaking, if you’re not connected you haven’t got a chance.

“So I pursued carpet-making because I liked the art aspect of it. When you create something with your hands, the feeling is wonderful.
Mona Rahnama
“It’s unjust not to be able to pursue what you love. Obviously. And people in arts tend to have their feeling hurt pretty easily.

“But injustice is everywhere. Injustice, in fact, can serve to help you become stronger, although at first you won’t know that.

“I’ll give you another example: once I could not play the daf exactly as my teacher wanted me to. So every time I played a wrong note, he would tear out a page out of my music book. I cried and played and he kept pulling pages out.

Mona Rahnama
“I stepped outside and cried again. I felt it was so unjust. My teacher came out and said, ‘you won’t understand it now but I did you a great favor.’”

“Now I realize he was right. It served me well in the long-run. Injustice has built me. Today I run my own life and make my decisions.”


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Tired of Fighting

All the want to do is window shopping.
“There are only two things they are interested in: cooking at home and going window shopping for gold jewelry.”

X, 36, confronts men in public and bosses them around at her job. A lawyer by training, she feels women deserve to be treated exactly as men.

But X has a problem. She lives in Sabzevar, Iran, a religious town 700 long kilometeres east of Tehran—where women have gained at least some semblance of legal and social deference, at least more than what they had before the 1979 Islamic revolution—and thousands of miles from any European town that offers women the kind of respect X yearns for.

Her list of complaints against chauvinism is long. The stories she recounts are telling.

“My 9-year-old son and I go out for exercise. He’s on his bike and I’m walking quickly behind him. We’re out for an hour or so, when I suddenly feel a hand grabbing my behind. It is such an obvious grab that I am sure it’s a female friend playing a joke, so I just turn around with a smile, expecting to see a familiar face.

“But instead I see this guy running away, jumps on a motorcycle and takes off. I am shaken. I call my son and we hurry back home. Then I realize the same guy is following me on foot. … I yell for help. He runs away, toward his friend waiting on a motorcycle. I run behind him to try to take the license plate.

“Suddenly he stops and turns around, looks at me with such contempt, like he pities me. ‘Get lost.’ he says. ‘There’s nothing you can do.’

“That’s what gets me. He was so confident that a woman is helpless, that women can be abused with impunity.

“And he was right.

“Another time a letter comes from my son’s school. It was a thank-you letter sent by the principal to all the parents. But it was addressed only to my husband, saying ‘Dearest Father of so and so.’ There was no mention of the mother’s name, even though I am the one raising him; I am the one who is there [at the school] every other day talking to his teachers.

“I went to the principal and told him, ‘you could have at least addressed the letter to something like ‘Dear Parents.’ He wouldn’t hear any of it.

“Sometimes, after I’ve had some confrontation, some kind of debate with a man in public, I end up sitting at home scared and worried, worried that they come and take me away on some trumped up charge.

“This is a daily struggle. Even walking the streets alone with manto instead of chador [worn by the vast majority of Sabzevaran women] causes men to look at you like you’re a prostitute.

“If you so much as go to someone’s home and sit down and talk to the man of the house, his wife gets upset, like I am going to sleep with him.

“But the man is permitted to talk to as many women as he wishes to or even have a girlfriend and his wife is expected to keep quiet.

“Double-standards are everywhere. The woman gets half the inheritance of her brothers. If a woman kills a man on purpose, she is executed. But a man has to kill two women before he’s executed.”


Y, a college professor, agrees with much of what X says, but takes issue with her blaming the men.

“It’s the women who keep taking it; that’s why they are in the state they are in.

“Almost all the women I know behave like sheep. There are only two things they are interested in: cooking at home and going window shopping for gold jewelry. None are well-read; I know not a single woman who is well-read.

“I give you an example from my class: I tell my students to choose one among themselves as the representative of the class. There are 35 women in class and only ten men. Yet the women immediately turn to look at the men.

“I tell them, ‘There are three times as many as you. Why don’t you take charge? why do you keep expecting the men to take the initiative? But they just giggle.

“This is why they are treated the way they are. The man treats the woman badly because he already knows that she’ll take it. We simply don’t have any women who are well-educated and willing to fight to change the status quo.

I reminded him that it was an Iranian female lawyer who won a Nobel prize in 2003 for her human rights work.

“That’s one. That’s just one,” he answers.

I mention the Iranian woman who just a few weeks ago went into space abroad a Russian capsule.

“Okay, that’s two.”

I mention my own mother, who founded an NGO in the United States, or the woman we had seen on Voice of America television the day before, who had founded a couple of research institutes in the US and UK.


I ask X about the writing on her shirt: “Pimp My.”

“Do you know what a pimp is?” I ask, struggling to keep a straight face. When I tell her the meaning, everyone breaks up.

“Someone gave it to me as a gift; I never thought it would mean something like that,” she says.

Y doesn’t loose a beat.

“You see? You see? What did I tell you?” he bellows, pointing a finger at X. “She wears a shirt whose meaning she doesn’t even know. This is what I mean when I say women don’t even read.”


It’s nearly 5:30 pm, the sun has set and the azaneh ghoroub [it’s 27th day of Ramadan] from the downtown mosque seeps in through an open window.

The sky is silvery; the mountains surrounding this ancient desert town shimmer in a resplendent warm blue, reminding me of New Mexico’s magic. There’s a light cool breeze and the traffic below is slowly thinning as people rush home to eat.

Y is the only one among us who had fasted today and I realize that hunger probably contributed to his irritability with X. He sits down for a meal of Aab-goosht [stew of lamb] and the fresh Sabzevari bread he says he could never do without.

Y says he’ll never leave Sabzevar, to the chagrin of his Isfahani wife who says this town is “too limited” but “I will go wherever my husband goes.”

X now looks worn out and indifferent.

“It takes so much energy to stand up for your rights here,” she says plaintively, her eyes misty under the orange glow of the tungsten lights she’d just turned on.

She has something to look forward to, though. She’s taking language lessons in preparation for immigration to Holland, where she just spent two month admiring how “men choose for women exactly what they choose for themselves.”

“I am tired of waiting [for change]. I’m tired of fighting.”

Education

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Giant photo of Leader Khamenei at the main entrance of Azad Islamic University, Sabzevar, Iran

Child Recycler

Abdulreza, 12, digs through garbage for recyclable plastics, in front of the exclusive Carat store, northern Tehran.
Abdulreza, 12, digs through garbage for recyclable plastics, in front of the exclusive Carat store, northern Tehran.

Q: Why are you not in school?

“I am Afghani!”

The government of Iran does not allow children of the undocumented Afghani refugees to attend the public school system.

Abdulreza, 12, digs through garbage for recyclable plastics, in front of the exclusive Carat store, northern Tehran.

Imam Khomeini & School Books

First page of Farsi Writing book for first graders in Iran

First page of Farsi Writing book for first graders:

One of those close to Imam Khomeini recalls: one day Imam told me that ‘when I go to Hosseinieh to see people and speak, I think of children. I love children so much that if during speaking, a child cries or waves his hand for me, I loose my concentration and I think of that child.’”

cover of Farsi Writing book for first graders in Iran

The Day Imam Khomeini Came Home

Mehdi Shariati, 7, Village of Kharaghani, NE Iran. Mehdi Shariati, 7, Village of Kharaghani, near Shahrood, NE Iran.

"I started school this year. I like it a lot because I’m in there with my cousin, who chases me on the way home.

"This is my drawing of the day Imam Khomeini came [to Iran from France in 1979]. That’s his plane and those are flowers falling to the ground. And those are mountains in the back."

Ten minutes of going through Mehdi’s notebooks was all it took to see why Mehdi more than likely is getting a better education than most American children. There are signs of a partnership between his teacher and his parents. There is the expectation that the his schooling continues at home.

Each and every page of his homework was signed, scored and commented by the teacher. The better work was stamped: "One Hundred Praises to My Good Son."

"They are under orders to check every page," Mehdi’s father, Abdul-Vahid Shariati says.Mehdi Shariati's drawing of the day Imam Khomeini came to Iran.
"There are even inspectors who come and check the notebooks at random to make sure the teachers are doing their work."

There was a hand-written message to Mehdi’s mother on top of one page, asking her to come to meet the teacher. Obviously, the teacher was confident that the mother goes through her son’s homework.

"The teachers ask the parents to come to school so they can teach the parents how to work with the kids at home. They want to make sure they teach the same way the kids are taught at school," Shariati said.

Isfahan

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Jame Mosque at sunset, Isfahan, Iran

Isfahan: Did I Say Switzerland?

Chahar Bagh Avenue, left; Zayandeh Rud and the park the runs along it, right, Isfahan, Iran.
Chahar Bagh Avenue, left; Zayandeh Rud and the park the runs along it, right.

My first night in Isfahan, I broke free and set out on the streets on my own. Soon I was enthralled because I was constantly reminded of the Iran of my childhood—the Iran that I can no longer find in Tehran.

In the Chahar Bagh Avenue, the sidewalks are filled with jovial shoppers and the odor of hot food. People are not eyeing each other, not trying to constantly make a statement. It’s as if satellite TV never penetrated Isfahan’s atmosphere. I don’t see the same discontent I see in Tehran.

The streets are clean! The parks are well-tended. The traffic heavy but not nearly at Tehran’s infuriatingly deadlocked stage. Walking along Zayandeh Rud—the river that cuts through the city—I keep glimpsing slices of Geneva or Zurich. We were told later that “Isfahanis are unique among Iranians for taking care of their town.”

I can’t remember it was me or my father who first suggested that Isfahan wouldn’t be a bad place to move to permanently. But then we found out that others have had the same idea. Property prices here have skyrocketed, even at a higher rate than Tehran’s.

Isfahan: Si-O-Se Pol

Si-o-se Pol (33 Bridge), Isfahan, Iran.

There is something magical about Si-o-se Pol—literally, the bridge of 33, meant for its 33 arches. A book could be written about this 400-year-old architectural wonder. But I’m too busy walking the cobblestones in the cool of late autumn and relishing the beauty around me.

At night, there is an endless stream of strolling young people on Si-o-se Pol bantering and letting out guffaws. Boys and girls are dating—obviously, married people are never that chatty.

Si-o-se Pol (33 Bridge), Isfahan, Iran.

I felt like being in a European city, the combination of classical architecture and swarms of friendly people, even late into the night. I don’t think there is a place in the U.S. like that. I had countless conversations. I felt at home.

There is no garbage laying around. No charlatans peddling bootleg trash or faking tragedy. The contrast to Tehran is hard to forget.

Si-o-se Pol (33 Bridge), Isfahan, Iran.

In the daytime, people are marching resolutely toward work and school. But the women are not as painted-up as they are in Tehran. The men are less likely to affect importance with fancy cell phones and James Bond-esq poses.

People are more human here in Isfahan, their speech, in their eye-contact, in the inordinately long time they take to explain street directions multiple times before exclaiming a couple of extra goodbyes.

Si-o-se Pol (33 Bridge), Isfahan, Iran.

Isfahan: The Persian Mosque

Jame Mosque, Isfahan, Iran.

Jamshid Arjmand, Ph.D.
From the article “An Image of Paradise,”
Shahrvand newspaper, Oct 12, 2006, Isfahan, Iran.

“The temple of the mind must exist in the sky, where one can spread wings and fly. Our mosques were created to serve as such a spiritual sanctuary.

“The pool is the heart of the mosque. It’s where the sky and the earth meet. It’s really a bright mirror.

Jame Mosque, Isfahan, Iran.

“The iwan is a sort of reflection of the purgatory, where it is neither in the mosque or outside the mosque; neither hell or heaven.

“The kashi of the mosque is like skin to the body and each one is a beautiful work of art.

“The 40 pillars of shabestan—this many pillars are not required to hold up the ceiling. They are there to represent the inescapable fact that we’re all adrift in this world, in search of answers.

“The courtyards are so large to point to the immensity of the creation. Nothing in the mosque is without allusion to the creation and the things of erfan.

Jame Mosque, Isfahan, Iran.

“In fact, nothing in the mosques of Isfahan is by accident. Isfahan is the reflection of all the elements of erfan.

“In fact, when you pass through Isfahan, you realize it is an image of paradise.”

Money / Power / Happiness

"Hope is Better than Money"

Behrouz Arshidi, 24, street-side seller of pirated films in the Great Bazaar of Tehran
Behrouz Arshidi, 24, street-side seller of pirated films in the Great Bazaar of Tehran

“I have a bachelor’s in accounting, but without proof of having done your military service, it is simply impossible to get a job.

There are a lot of people with college degrees doing work like mine. I know of people with graduate degrees driving taxis or selling stuff on the side of the street.

“A possibility came up at a bank once. I was willing to do anything, even just serve tea. But even that fell through because they asked for the military service card.

“So I’m going to sell these films for a few more months, go do my military service for two years, and then get a regular job.

“I make 500,000 to 600,000 tomans a month [$543 to $652 USD] selling these films. The DVD I just sold you for 1500 [$1.63 USD], 60% of that is profit.

Behrouz Arshidi, 24, street-side seller of pirated films in the Great Bazaar of Tehran

“Working at a bank, at a job in proportion to my education, I’d make about 300,000 [$326] a month. But it would be steady work. Selling films on the side of the street has no future. At any moment the cops could show up and put me away because I don’t have a permit.

You also have to find a store that’s closed so you can stand in front of it. No one’s going to let you stand in front of their store [if they are present].”

“Absolutely anything you want is available in Iran. Anything you have in the West, we have here. So why would anyone want to move away?

“Nowhere in the world is business as profitable as it is here in Iran. If you have the initial investment, there is no end to the possibilities.

“My father, a real-estate broker, bought a piece of land and sold it a month later for ten times what he paid for. Where in the world can you do that?

“There are difficulties here but we overcome them because the Iranian has hope; he never gives up.

“Westerners lose hope very quickly. They lose a couple of guys and they’re all over themselves. You saw how we fought the [Iran-Iraq] war, didn’t you? They’d send 200 bullets at us. We’d send 201 guys forward. Two hundred would die, the last one finishes off the enemy.

“We have hope; we always have hope. That’s what counts.”

"I'll Never Forget My Mother"

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Sharaum Yousefian, 40, driving instructor, Tehran, Iran.

“I tasted being well-off before the [1979] revolution.

“My father, a lawyer by training, was a colonel in the military and made good money. My mother opened a hair salon and made several times what my father did because she went for training to France and Italy. There was always a Mercedes and a BMW in front of the house.

“Then my father and mother divorced and things fell apart. All my siblings [who were younger than me] moved away with my father. My mother rolled over her car and became paralyzed from chest down; I was the only one who remained with her during the two years before her death.

“All we had was spent on her medical bills. Then the government would not let me stay with her. They said when she had her accident I was already 18, so they sent me to fight [in the Iran-Iraq War].

“You don’t know the hell I went through during that period. I was injured three times. I saw a friend eating next to me get shot in the head. When he fell, there was food pouring out of his mouth.

“Once we took my mother home, I was expecting her to be dead every single day that I came home. She had a button next to her bed with which she could open the door. I had my own keys, but I rang and waited for her to open the door because I couldn’t stand the idea of finding her dead.

“I would sweat profusely and feel so cold when I rang the door and waited. Then she’d open the door and all the tension would seep away.

“When she was gone, they told me she had to be buried quickly. I was 19 and the only family member at her burial. Everyone else was out of town and on their way to Tehran.

The women at the cemetery washed her, wrapped her in white cloth, and asked for a family member to hold her head to place her into the grave. I was the only mahram person around so I had to do it. I literally held my mother’s head and helped place her in the ground. And it was first time I had ever seen an open grave.

I didn’t want to bury her. For a long time people were criticizing me for not getting her a head stone; that would have made it feel too final. I kept wishing I could keep her at home.

“I couldn’t cry. The only thing that came up was something like hick-ups. Then came the ceremony for her third [day after death] at the mosque. When I heard the mullah announce her name, suddenly I broke like a dam. But I also started bleeding through the nose. They took me to two doctors before they managed to stop the bleeding. I was crying the whole time. The doctors said it was from the pent-up stress. They said what saved my life was being able to finally cry.

“I already had decided to kill myself. On her seventh, after all the ceremonies were over, I took a pack of shaving blades and went to her grave around midnight. I kissed her grave and told her I was about to join her.

“Just as I was about to cut my wrist, I felt someone grabbing my shoulders. It was my friend, Bahraum. ‘You can do as you wish. I won’t stop you,’ he said. ‘Just give me five minutes to talk to you.’

“He asked what was the sin of my siblings to also lose a brother. Then he gave me a letter from a woman I had loved but her family would not let her marry me. She had mailed the letter to him to be sure that I got it.

“I went to live with my father in Isfahan but soon it became clear I wasn’t welcome. I’d go to take a shower and his [new] wife would turn off the hot water and announce, ‘it’s broken’.”

“When I left my dad’s, a beat-up car was all I had in the entire world and I lived in it for a year.

“Then I went to Kermanshah—I told you I have a Kurdish strain in me. The Kurds revere the dead. If the dead person was young and had a child, they really love that child.

“It was there that I met my wife. She was my mother’s cousin. I was only 23 and way too young to get married. But I saw this young, innocent thing and I knew I wanted her as my companion.

“We’ve gone through a lot since then; very difficult times. But we survived.

“I truly love my wife. In the mornings she wakes up my son at 6 and get him out the door by 6:20. Then she wakes me up and brings breakfast to bed. I don’t know where I’d be without her.

“She makes between 400,000 to—on a very good month—600,000 tomans [$434 to $652 USD] a month at the beauty salon she works at. With my 200,000 [$217 USD] a month it’s enough for us to make ends meet.

“We even have a little saved into which we dip every time there’s a guest.

“It should be hard for me to be living in someone else’s property and pay rent—after all the wealth I tasted when I was a kid.

“But then I’ve already tasted having a lot of things. I can live with not having that anymore.

“I can never forget my mother. I still talk to her when I feel lonely.

“A few years ago I was in a driving accident and the right side of my body was paralyzed. I was bedridden.

“Then one night she came to my dream. She put my head on her knees, carassed my neck and shoulders, and her hands through my hair. ‘Why is my son in pain?’ she asked. ‘You can walk, I know you can walk. Come on, just try to walk.’

“When I woke up, I tried moving. Then I sat up and finally I started walking. I screamed for my wife, “I can walk! I can walk!”

"I'll live here all my life"

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Looking down into a time that is no longer, from the top of Maglesee Bazaar, Isfahan, Iran.

Omeed Hosseini, 18, apprentice at father’s socks and underwear store, Maglesee Bazaar, Isfahan, Iran.

For a fee of 2,000 tomans (about $2.10 USD), the entrepreneuring Omeed provides a special tour from the top of the Maglesee Bazaar, free exercise included.

Past a couple of rough-hewn curtains in the back, up a pitch-dark hallway, on hands and knees on a bed frame serving as a ladder, plus a crawl over a couple more walls, and suddenly I was walking the roof of the bazaar, spying on shoppers from the skylight holes in the ceiling, and aw-oohing over the spectacular scenes of Isfahan’s ancient skyline.

The best part was still coming. Over a few more roofs and a tip-toe past a hair-raising ledge, I was looking down into a house right out of the 15th-century Iran, before renovation.

It reminded of the old New Orleans, a la Street Car Named Desire.

“It has a long history,” Omeed said. “My grandfather told me that Afghans, when they invaded Isfahan, they forced Iranians out of this house and took it over.

“Those big containers you see down there on the right, they used those in the old days to make halim. The other big jar you see on the left, Isfahanis used them to make wine.

“I rather live in a house like this—cleaned up, of course—than in a fancy Tehran high-rise. Life is real in a house like this. The sounds, the smells. I love the smell of kauh-gel after it rains and it’s wet.

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Your lift is ready, sir; inside Maglesee Bazaar (located adjacent to the Jame Mosque); roof view at the back of the Mosque

“Here, in smaller towns, you eat a lot better. You can get country naan, roghaneh boomi, fresh yogurt. You can’t get things like that in Tehran, can you?

“I know [the stereotype is] that most Iranian kids watch satellite TV and they fall in love with everything foreign and then suddenly all they can think of is moving to the West.

“I don’t. I’ll be taking over my father’s shop someday and living here all my life. I think life is much more real over here.”

"I'm Happy Regardless"

Mohammed Kalati, 58, Tehran taxi driver for 20 years
Mohammed Kalati, 58, Tehran taxi driver for 20 years.

“I was into agriculture and freighting fruit when I came to Tehran 35 years ago from Khorasan. One year I lost a lot of money so I got myself a taxi.

“It’s survival but I have no complaints. I’ve been to Mecca twice with my wife; I’ve been to Karbala and I’ve been to Syria [all on pilgrimages].

From Karbala I came back with a stack of cash, thinking I was about to go back and spend it with my wife. But [the U.S. invasion of Iraq] started and now I assume all that cash is worthless because it has Saddam’s picture on it. I’ll keep it; maybe someday it’ll have some other kind of value.

“I have bought a car for my son and his wife, gave him his own apartment, gave him cash to get started, and even on some months, his mother doesn’t let them pay for water and electricity. That makes me feel fulfilled.

“All my four daughters are married off. All are productive, school teachers, so on.

“I can’t get insurance because they say I’m too old now. That bothers me but I refuse to worry about it too much. I am thankful. I thank God everyday.

“I worked hard for what I have and after 40 years one should have a little bit of something to live on. But I know others who started out with me and they are still renting and living hand to mouth, because they were into partying. I was careful; I saved my money and invested wisely.

“Everything that happens is God’s will, so why worry? Those who worry, those who complain, they surprise me. They are not logical.

“Yes, people are under a lot of pressure. There’s a lot to complain about. My sister’s son has to pay 10 million tomans [$10,869 USD] just for the right to move into a rented apartment. Can you believe it?

“When I was young, you could do your traveling, your marrying, your raising of children and still have something left over. Not today.

“But tell me, what is the use of complaining? What is that going to accomplish?

“They say, ‘the one who giveth teeth’—meaning God—‘also giveth bread’. God provides. There is no reason to lust for more.

“May you live to be 100 years old and every one of those years is productive. May you find happiness every moment of your life. Know that my prayers are with you.

"Iran is Safe"

BM, cashier at a kabobi, Tehran.

BM, cashier at a kabobi, Tehran

“My people are all from Baku [Azerbaijan], although I was born on the Iran side of the border. In this place, we’re all Turks; Turks from Tabriz, Azerbaijan, Ardebil. We all understand each other.

“There was a time that the border between Iran and Azerbaijan was open and I went to see Baku. It was clean, nice.

“But I rather live here in Iran. Yes, it is nicer there and more freedoms. But you could be walking down the street and somebody shoots you just because you made a joke. Everyone is carrying a gun. It’s not safe.

“Here in Iran, there’s safety. You walk down the street no one does anything to you.

“The only problem here is the difficulty in making money. If you have money, you can live very well.

kabobi, Tehran.

“If I had the money I’d live out in the country. Tehran’s air eventually kills your body. It’s terrible. But living out in the country, you can live pretty well on not that much money.”

Q: Does your restaurant serve good food?

“Not really.”

"My Greatest Loss"

Ahmad Mirza-Khani, 29, taxi driver, Isfahan, Iran
“In Iran, you don’t just marry a woman; you marry her family too.”

Ahmad Mirza-Khani, 29, taxi driver, Isfahan, Iran.

“I’m from the countryside, a village near Daroon, the western-most point of the province of Isfahan. We’re way up in the mountains; you can get 1.5 meters of snow up there.

“I used to be in farming. But like so many others one year the crops failed and I just gave up. I came to the city [Isfahan] and bought this car to haul passengers.

“The problem with this kind of living, though, is that I keep meeting women who end up taking instead of paying. Instead of taking them to their destination, I end up spending half the day at restaurants buying them ice-cream.

“It doesn’t go further, though. I just don’t want it to go further. And in any case, something mysterious always happens that blocks the way. It’s really strange.

“The greatest loss of my life is losing my wife [to divorce]. For five years we lived like two love birds. I don’t think we fought for so much as 10 minutes in that entire time.

“But her mother started interfering when I had heart surgery and we had to move back to the village to make ends meet. Her mother felt her daughter should live in the city. ‘Why didn’t you tell us you had heart trouble?’ she kept asking. I even took her to my doctor to tell her I didn’t have heart trouble before we got married.

“But the last time my wife went to visit her parents, her mother didn’t let her come back. It was painful.

“I would go to get her back, but too many things have been said and done. Under the spell of her family, she called me names, even smacked my face in front of the judge. She lost in court because she got caught in her own lies and now she is sending indirect messages that she wants me back.

“But I figure if she fell under the spell once, it could happen again. I want peace in my life, not fighting with her family.

Ahmad Mirza-Khani, 29, taxi driver, Isfahan, Iran

“In Iran, you don’t just marry a woman; you marry her family too. In a way, I was married to her mother too. Ironically, immediately after she took back her jaheezeh, her father, who was against the divorce, had a heart attack and died. It should’ve been the mother.

“Iranians hold grudges. Once it’s past a certain point, they won’t be civil. They become revengeful. They won’t forgive and forget.

“I did some stupid things too. I found out her sister-in-law was constantly on the phone with others once her husband left the house. I confronted her and told her not to do it again. But then she went and told the opposite to her husband and my wife’s family. Now I was known as the cheater. Anonymous people kept calling my wife and bothering us. My wife believed them not me.

“My wife was only 14 when I married her. I was 23. She knew absolutely nothing. I had to teach her everything. I had read a lot all my life and knew a few things about psychology. I taught her how to deal with people, how to act in company of others, even how to sew and cook. I knew all that already from living on my own.

“Just when she was well-taught and ready for life, I lost her.

“And over what? Because her mom wanted the city for her daughter. But now her daughter is in the village without a husband and I’m back in the city all alone. Talk about irony.

“Being single has its charms. In America, I’m sure you have a lot of fun. But no matter how much fun you have, someday you realize that all along you lacked something precious—being part of a family. We’re better off being with others. It’s in our nature.

“Instead of thinking of the externalities when choosing a wife, try to find a friend, a companion, someone who’s there when you come home tired and upset, and she sits next to you and asks, ‘Ali Agha, tell me about you day. What is it that’s bothering you?’”

"Nothing like Lust for Power"

Akbar Moradi, 38, peddling pantyhose in front of the Carat store, on the exclusive Africa Ave., north Tehran.
Akbar Moradi, 38, selling pantyhose in front of the Carat store, on the exclusive Africa Ave., north Tehran. The woman in the back? She wouldn’t give me the time of the day.

“I live in Akbar-Abad, way on the southside. It takes me two hours to get up here. I leave home at 7 and ride two buses to get here. I get home around 8.”

“I make about 4,000 to 5,000 tomans [$4.34 to $5.34 USD] a day. I survive. I got two school-age children at home.”

“I went to school until the 8th grade. I was working at a tomato-paste factory until the drout put them out of business eight years ago. That was the last time I had real employment.

“Getting a job? It’s impossible. If you don’t have a college degree, it’s a non-starter.

“Let me tell you this: there is nothing like the lust for power. Lust for a woman, well, that can be satisfied. But lust for power—there is no end to it. It cannot be satisfied. People will say anything; do anything to keep their power.”

Akbar Moradi, 38, peddling pantyhose in front of the Carat store, on the exclusive Africa Ave., north Tehran.

"You Can't Stop the Spread of Knowledge"

”Alirezanay-anbaan on the Si-o-se pol bridge, Isfahan, Iran.” title=”Alireza Najafi, 40, playing his self-made nay-anbaan on the Si-o-se pol bridge, Isfahan, Iran.” vspace=”10” hspace=”10” align=”right”>
Alireza Najafi, 40, playing his self-made nay-anbaan on the Si-o-se pol bridge, Isfahan, Iran.

“The nay comes from Iranians. The bag part we got from the Portuguese when they came to Iran.”

“Growing up in Abadan, I heard it played at weddings and ceremonies. It was a local instrument; you couldn’t buy it in the stores. People who played it, made it themselves. Nobody outside Khuzestan knew about it.

“The sound stayed in my head. Back then, when half the country was illiterate, people didn’t value knowledge of music for their children. If a family allowed it, it was because they wanted to hear it at home just for themselves.

“But to play for other people and do it for a living? That was shameful. It was unthinkable. You had to find a hole somewhere to play the flute for yourself.

“When I was at the front during the [Iran-Iraq] war, sometimes I was desperate to find just a tiny reed somewhere to make myself a flute, but even that was impossible sometimes.

“The war dispersed Khuzestanis all over the country and so nay-anbaan is now known. You can even buy it.

“I had to make my own, though. An artist always has to make his own to get the sound right.

“I don’t know any notes, so I could never call myself an ostaad. I just go by the ear.

“Things got complicated with my job [as a welder] seven or eight years ago and I’ve been playing in the streets ever since. Music takes you to another place. It’s about the heart not the mind. The heart holds all the secrets.

“Here’s how it works: when I play the flute alone, there are tiny moments of silence, correct? It’s because I’m out of breath. You can’t do anything about that.

“But with a bag full of air, the spaces are gone. It’s like your car is running and you keep driving —the sound never stops—and so you go places you can’t otherwise go.

Alireza Najafi, 40, playing his self-made nay-anbaan on the Si-o-se pol bridge, Isfahan, Iran.
You can’t stop the spread of knowledge. Someday this planet will be one because of knowledge.

“Early after the revolution, music was banned. You had to find secret places to play. Persian classical music took a dive. Only people like Shajarian kept it alive but only from outside the country.

“Then slowly things changed and little by little music came back. First they allowed it 40-percent of the time and then 60-percent and then 80-percent. Now they hold music festivals and invite people from all over the world.

“Like some Africans who came here with their bongos and we had a blast together. It was a sight to see. We couldn’t speak a word to each other but we understood each other.

“You can’t stop the spread of knowledge. Someday this planet will be one because of knowledge.

“There are many many unknown musicians in the countryside that are as good as any, some with mind-bending abilities, things you would not think were possible. No one outside their region knows them, though, and when they die, their ability goes with them.

“From the books I’ve read, I admire Americans’ ability to summarize knowledge. Us Iranians have a lot of knowledge; everything there is to know is contained in our culture and religion. But it’s expressed with many turns. It’s not easy to get.

“The Americans have this ability to express the very essence of knowledge concisely, especially when it comes to what makes people tick. I admire that.

“I also admire the fact that they can freely write it down without any repercussions. Not only that, they receive praise from their fellow countrymen for their words.

“Democracy, if I understand it correctly, is humane rule by the humane. The kind of inspiration comes only from God.

“I’m a homeless, illiterate man and then someone with your class comes from America and pays attention to me. That’s an honor for me.

“I wish you only the best. Remember this wherever you go: some things cannot be expressed by words. You have to understand it through the heart. And then sometimes one sprouts wings and flies.

“Also this: whatever you think, what you put out, the society reflects back to you. It’s not what’s out there that matters; it’s what inside you.”

Q: Where are you going to sleep tonight?

“You ask too many questions!”

The Persian Carpet

Mohammed Reza Rasoulian, carpet arts student,Islamic Azad University of Sabzevar
Mohammed Reza Rasoulian, carpet arts student, Islamic Azad University of Sabzevar

“My family has been in the rug business for 40 years. My father would not let any of his sons pursue anything other than rug business.

“I am the first in my family who has gone to college to learn about rugs. Things have changed. We have to bring science into the business.

“Before the [1979] revolution, Iran’s rug business was number one in the world [in terms of total sales]. Today, it is 17th or 18th .

“One reason is the culture of Iranians. As soon as they find a market for their product, instead of improving the product to stay ahead of competition, they cut corners to increase their profits.

“Iranians began exporting garbage so about eight or nine years ago the government passed a law requiring the bad carpets to be separated from the good ones before they leave the country. But that law was never enforced.

“Also different areas of the country began copying popular designs to benefit from their reputation but in the process ruined their reputation too.

“There are Persian carpets so poorly made that when you rub your hands on them, they feel like synthetic rugs.

“Today people don’t weave carpets unless they are truly desperate. We have a strange situation now. Both the supply and the wages for carpet weavers are low. And it is hard on the businessman because our money is tied up in the market for six months before we see it again.

Nature

Clouds


I can’t get over how vivid the clouds are in this part of the country, in the Shahrood area, 400 kilometers east of Tehran. I am watching them all the time.

Clouds are constantly moving over the mountains and into the valley below.

There’s even a village here called “the village of cloud,” visible from the road.

My father says no matter what the weather is like, there’s always a white puff hovering over it.

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Life in the Wild

Ahmad, Damghan, Iran.

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West of Sabzevar, NE Iran.

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Just north of village of Kharaghani, Shahrood area, NE Iran.

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Just north of village of Kharaghani, Shahrood area, NE Iran.

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North of Shahrood, Iran. Looking over Alborz mountains north toward Caspian Sea, just behind the mountains.

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Just north of village of Kharaghani, Shahrood area, NE Iran.

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West of Sabzevar, NE Iran.

Religion


I stand by the Imamzadeh Mohammad complex in Bastam and watch people go in and out. They kiss the chain at the gate or turn to a send a final prayer of thanks at they leave.

Iranians are so religious and so worldly at the same time. I am very curious about this. How real is it in their lives? Is it mostly about appearances?

There are the cynics here who swear that practically anyone who steps into a mosque is a hypocrite—“God hears me in my home! There’s no need to put on show at the mosque,” a friend exclaims—and there are those who say completely the opposite.

The bazaari so meticulously obeys the edicts to give to the poor-especially now, during the Ramadan—but also aims to cheat the hell out of every soul that steps into his shop and, as far as I can tell, won’t think twice about the contradiction.

The next guy huffs and puffs about how Westerners are determined to destroy the Islamic revolution. Then he shakes my hand goodbye and there’s a gold Rolex the size of small brick hanging on his wrist.

Are all these instances of hypocrisy? To me, that sounds way too superficial. I don’t know enough and hopefully won’t ever know enough to qualify to judge.

I’m just curious. What is it that religious people get out of religion? Why do they keep coming back for more?

I ask these questions often but it’s hard to get decent answers. Fear, tradition, showmanship, the list goes on.

But I want deeper answers from the very religious themselves but it’s hard to find a religious person who is also mature enough to sit down and discuss things frankly, without, a) try to convert me, b) misunderstand my motives, c) get offended.

It’s sure fun to watch the contradictions, though.

"Strange World We Live In"

Vank Orthodox Church, est. 1604 CE., the focal point of the Armenian community in Isfahan, Iran.
E.S., church worker, Vank Orthodox Church, est. 1604 CE., the focal point of the Armenian community in Isfahan, Iran.

“Foreigners come here a lot and they are usually shocked that here in Iran, they would find a 400-year-old Christian church and in such good shape too.

“All the paintings are original. They have not been repaired.

“The architect was good; the painters were good; the paints they used were good quality; and they’ve done a good job maintaining the church.

“Shah Abbas brought the Armenians here because he saw that they were good businessmen and wanted Iranians benefit from their culture.

Do you see yourself as primarily Iranian or Armenian?

“We are Armenians living here. Iran is just a name where many nationalities live together. The name Iran isn’t even more than 70 years old. Have you ever heard of the tribe of Iran? No. But you’ve heard of Turkemans, Turks, Azaris, Armenians, Bakhtiaris, Baluches, and the list goes on. We are all different nationalities living together in a place that happens to be called Iran.

USSR also wanted to make one people out of many different and couldn’t do it.

Vank Orthodox Church, est. 1604 CE., the focal point of the Armenian community in Isfahan, Iran.

“The government of Iran pays to help maintain the churches here. In Turkey it’s the opposite; they try to bring us down.

“Now you see what a strange world we live in. Iranians are called terrorists yet Turkey, which still denies the massacre of Armenians, is being allowed to join the European Union. With what civilization are they going to join Europe? It would be like pouring water into wine.

“We’ve heard that in the West there’s publicity that coming to Iran is not safe. But when they come here, they wonder what was all the safety talk about. They are treated like heroes here.

“It’s all politics. Nothing makes sense. And somehow, after all this publicity, after all this talk about fighting terror, they still can’t find this one man called bin Laden.

Commands to Be Good


Depiction of the 12th Imam, with the following quote: "The opportunity to help the orphans and the poor is a gift from God to you."

Everywhere I run into Islamic commands to be good, to do good, to help the poor, to be honest. Everyone also keeps saying that all that is necessary to live a decent, honest life is contained within Islam’s teachings.

Yet, within the same breath, people point out that real, consistent manifestations of goodness and decency is almost impossible to find.

And even the most religious often criticize the Islamic government that lords over them.

Like the old saying, "there’s just enough religion in the world for people to hate each other, but not enough to love one another."

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The Desert

Scene from Central Iran, 30 kms east of the village of Abianeh.

"The Desert is Alive"

Esmael Filehkesh, 44, botanist and head of the Natural Resources office in Sabzevar, NE Iran
Esmael Filehkesh, 44, botanist and head of the Natural Resources office in Sabzevar, NE Iran.

“The idea that the desert is dead is a myth. The desert is very much alive and with some thoughtfulness, one can not only survive but derive profits from it.

“The main problem with desert soil and any surface water that might go through is the saltiness. Ordinarily plants die in salt. But we know of plants that can tolerate water twice as salty as the sea water!

“There’s so much you can do with this land. You can breed wildlife and bring in tourists to view or hunt them. We’ve had Arabs come in because there’s a type of bird here that puts up an especially tough fight with birds of prey. Arab falconers love to watch the fight.

“People all over the world are interested in figuring out how to make the desert work. There are two ways: genetic manipulation, which takes a lot of time, and cultivation of plants that nature has already provided.

Desert Plants, Dasht-e Kavir desert, near Sabzevar, NE Iran
Desert Plants, including a type of edible spinosa (left), a type of salsola (middle), and a type of tamarix (right), Dasht-e Kavir desert, near Sabzevar, NE Iran.

“There are plants that you can cultivate to profitably feed livestock. There are plants that even people can eat, even eat it raw. We had a German come in and tell us that his people put uncooked spinosa right in their salad. We didn’t know that. We had never bothered to eat it. It grows naturally here.

“My entire career as a botanist [24 years] has been spent on studying the desert. People ask me why I spent so much of my life in the desert but I wouldn’t have it any other way.

“The knowledge I’ve acquired I am happy to share with anyone, even if it means that they would get rich. I don’t mind. I think knowledge is a gift and gifts should be passed on.

When we make the desert work for us, we are also containing the desert, something crucial to our future and the future of the rest of the planet.

“I think people who fight the desert are environmentalists who deserve credit; they are as important to the future as the guy who works to save the ozone.”

Two men and a goat, Dasht-e Kavir desert, near Sabzevar, NE Iran
Two men and a goat speeding through Dasht-e Kavir.

How to Go Fishing Under the Desert

The paw-yaab accessing the qanat in the village of Bashteem

By Ali Torkzadeh

How do you go fishing under the desert?

The ancient Iranians who tamed this desert figured that out long ago-perhaps as much as 6,000 years ago. It was a side benefit of the ingenious technology that drew water out of the ground to make the impossible possible: farming and permanent habitation in the desert.

The Persians developed this technology and passed it to others, to as far as Morocco and China.

Here’s how they did it:

First they dug a deep well on higher, less dry ground and in the bottom hollowed out reservoirs that collected both surface and underground water.

Then they dug other wells and reservoirs in 30-meter intervals, all the while making sure that the reservoirs were all on the same horizontal plane.

Qanat illustraton, from Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Then they dug horizontally undergraound to connect each reservoir to the next one. The diggers—men known as “moghani”—descended without ever turning around lest they lost their orientation and ended up digging past the target.

The resulting underground structure, known as qanat, was how they brought water to towns and farms, sometimes over hundreds of kilometers. The water eventually came

Then in the populated areas, structures known as “paw-yaab” were built for people to walk down steps and harvest the water and escape the desert heat. There are plenty of tails of the rich and the royalty who partied down there with wine, women and opium.

The water temperature always is the opposite the temperature above. In the winter, it is warm. In the summer, it is cold and I mean freezing cold. It streams underground until it gushes above ground and into cannels that feed farmland.


Now here’s the fishy part:

The qanat stream continues to gain water from other sources as it travels underground. But the sediments in the main passageway can over time block the smaller tributaries that pour into it.

That’s where “mahi-sia”—or black fish—comes in. The fish, which can grow to as much as 10 centimeters long, cause waves in the water that keep the tributaries from being blocked.

They also taste great and the flesh is so soft that it can be eaten raw, the locals say. They catch the fish with a small net with a long handle.
Fishing for mahi-sia in the qanat in the village of Bashteem


Today, qanat water keeps alive countless farms and villages all over Iran. With modern wells having been banned in some parts of the country, qanats’ value is immeasurable. People die fighting over its clean, cold water, which is also bottled for retail sales. Water contracts—the right to direct the water into one’s property for so many hours, minutes and seconds per a given period—are traded and speculated on just like real-estate. The contracts hold their value into perpetuity. In one town, I heard of 800-year-old contracts still being honored.

It’s yet another priceless gift from the ancient Iranians who conquered the desert through sheer ingenuity.

“It was the pure instinct for survival that drove them to figure this out,” says Hassan Abdullahzadeh, archeologist at the Cultural Heritage office in Sabzevar.

Abdullahzadeh and I descended down the brick steps into the paw-yaab in the village of Bashteem, 40 kms west of Sabzevar.

This paw-yaab was first built some 600 years ago to harvest qanat water streaming from mountains 40 kms away, Abdullahzadeh explained. The ornate brick ceiling, perhaps ten meters above us, is nearly flat. It is holding up the ground above us, yet no beams were used; just bricks and mortar.
The roof at the 600-year-old paw-yaab, built to access the qanat in the village of Bashteem

“Existence of water meant the difference between life and death. Without water, the desert not only kills, it grows and swallows what’s around it.

“Now imagine what it’s like to dig deep underground with medieval tools and under constant threat of oxygen deprivation and being buried under a landslide. People constantly died doing this.

“And then add to that having to work in freezing cold water; they had to wade in water when they were expanding the reservoirs.

“No one in their right mind would do this for a living. The men who did this didn’t do it for a living. They did it for spiritual reasons. They felt by drawing life out of the ground they were getting closer to God.
The roof at the 600-year-old paw-yaab, built to access the qanat in the village of Bashteem
“They wore white clothes as a sign of their spirituality. But they had to constantly change their clothes. They had to get out of the water, take off the wet clothes and warm up under blankets.

“They lived underground for months, even a year, without surfacing, eating and sleeping down there. This was their mission. They put their lives on the line as a spiritual offering.

“By taming the desert we are combating the leprosy that is spreading throughout the world,” Abdullahzadeh says, referring to the worldwide water shortage that some expect to lead to a crisis far worse than the current energy shortage.

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Pomegranates in the Desert

Pomegranate trees, Khosrojerd village, near Sabzevar, NE Iran.
Pomegranate trees, Khosrojerd village, near Sabzevar, NE Iran.
Khosrojerd village, near Sabzevar, NE Iran.

The more I stay in the desert, the more amazed I am at the genius of those who tamed the beast.

And I am also understanding why they stayed.

Pomegranate trees, Khosrojerd village, near Sabzevar, NE Iran.The mild winter days, the cold nights, the dry light air, the pleasure of laying in the shade, next to the cold water streaming out of the qanat, and all the ways to make the land work, despite the harsh salty terrain that scares others away to take refuge in the crime and pollution they call citylife.

I’m falling in love with the desert.

The Media

Identity Abuse: If the people who built the Persian Empire knew where copies of their artwork would end up. Tourist Burger, Isfahan, Iran
Satellite Wars: who is going to win? Foreign skin-and-song content, like Lebannon’s mLive channel (left); or the pious crooning from Iran’s own satellite perches? “The mullahs have nothing to fear” on the political front, say some Iranians.

1,094 Channels and Still Nothing On

Whom would you rather watch? News on Iran's main national network, Channel 1 (below), or the hardworking ladies on the clothing-optional Tapesh Network, beaming to Iran's youth from Los Angeles?
Whom would you rather watch? News on Iran’s main national network, Channel 1 (below), or the “emancipated” Iranian stars on the clothing-optional Tapesh Network, beaming to Iran’s youth from Los Angeles?

“For the Iranian teenager, it’s become an idol,” he said. “It entertains, it teaches and it changes; it’s wolf in sheep’s clothing.

“It’s slowly but surely changing our people forever.”

The “it” is satellite TV and the father who was speaking the words was angry and emphatic, as if speaking of a killer virus.

When he turned on the TV moments earlier, he broke into coarse language and rushed to change the channel. It was a naked blonde spreading her legs poolside, an ad for pay-per-view porno from Europe. His 18-year-old son apparently forgot to cover his tracks.

The porno is bad, every Iranian parent says, yet it’s hard to find a home without the illegal dishes and receivers that can get 1,000 or more channels for about $120 equipment and installation cost and no monthly fee. An occasional visit by a technician enables free viewing of the pay-per-view channels.

The parent frets but still wants to watch the 20 or so Persian-language networks beaming mostly from California.

The teen hates the political chaff on the Persian channels but adores the music and movie feeds, which include Iranian rap transmitted on the Islamic government’s own satellite networks.

The maid says she doesn’t know anything about anything but somehow instantly knows how to operate the unit.

The government says all satellite TV is bad—it has begun yet another campaign to barge into homes and collect and destroy the equipment—but it is beaming to overseas half-dozen networks of its own.


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Evening news on Iran’s main national network, Channel 1.

In another home, I briefly have to myself the almighty remote, perhaps the most sought-after item in the modern Iranian home.

There was a time that the Shahnameh or the ghazals of Hafez were of value in most homes. Now it’s this plastic magic box made in China.

The index says there are 1,094 channels. I begin to scan, starting from channel 1. It’s BBC World. Oh, that’s good. I love BBC! EuroNews is on channel 2. Okay, it’s not BBC but still better than the crass commercialism of CNN.

But it’s downhill from then on. There’s CNN, FoxNews, Nickelodeon, E Online!. Want the news in Hungarian? It’s channel 45. There are Arab soap operas on Dubai and Bahrain networks (no acting experience required); public service messages in Malay (apparently an ode to practicality of 8mm film); also cricket in Urdu; an angry-sounding sheikh with a crooked beard on the Oman network; an entire channel dedicated to naked men and women prancing around to herd viewers toward a European gambling website; and then there are the screaming Turkish singers so painted-up with makeup, you might mistake them for clowns on children’s programming.

I came to the same conclusion I had when I first saw cable in the U.S.: the world at your fingertips and still nothing on.


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Guatemalan refugees, Chiapas, Mexico

Does import of television programming change culture? One look at the blonde and pink waifs ambling up and down Tehran’s Jordan Avenue seems to confirm the contention.

I thought the same 20 years ago when I was young and idealistic, walking the muddy tracks of some Guatemalan village. It was hard to find children with shoes on. Yet, I’d peek into a barest of homes and there was the tube surrounded with half-dozen rapt souls watching “Dallas”.

People with nothing watching people with everything—surely something has to give; at the minimum they’d be disaffected, I declared, as I hoped some more for a Sandinista and Cuban takeover of Latin America.

But things are more complicated than that. Cultures have their own ways of digesting television programming, I found out during the graduate school hours that I was awake.

For example, according to fascinating research by Elihu Katz, Arabs living in Israel, tended to believe the Dallas’ stories, far more than the target American audience. But the Russians were the complete opposite. They were constantly suspicious of how exported material was, in their words, designed to manipulate.

Iranians, I would be willing to bet, are closer to the Russians on the specturms of malleability and gullibility. They are enamored with the foreign but also confident in their own infallibility.

Or is the self-assurance they emanate just a cover story?


Can't afford satellite TV? No problem. Round-the-clock news, including nightly analysis of forign news media, broadcast nationwide on Iran's own Jam-e-Jam network.
Can’t afford satellite TV? No problem. The government-funded CNN-style news, including nightly analysis of forign media, broadcast 24/7 nationwide on Iran’s own Jam-e-Jam network, Channel 6.

It’s as good as anything they have in the West, minus the round-the-clock commercials and self-promotions of CNN,” says one fan.

There was a time, feels like centuries ago, that talking heads predicted swift change in the politics of Iran because of the satellite networks that had just begun beaming from Los Angeles to Iran.

Their prediction turned out to be as bona fide as the “compassionate conservatism” of George Bush.

It’s hard to find a literate Iranian who takes the LA networks seriously beyond their entertainment value.

NT, retired office manager:

“There’s not one [network] that’s worth watching; they are all garbage.

“Content? What content? There’s no content,” N exclaims and chortles. “Look, in most of these channels there’s one guy sitting in a room with a camera. He just tells people watching to call in. So it’s the audience providing the content.”

ZM, retired executive:

“It is really a tragedy that out of 20 channels, there’s not one that is using this opportunity to discuss the issues responsibly, to help spread good information, to spend money to create valuable programming, not to opportunistically make money [through advertising].

“These people are there either to make money or give voice to their hatred. It’s not about serving Iranians; it’s about serving whomever that can pay $2,000 a hour to hear himself talk.

It’s really a statement about how under capitalism people morph into ugly, selfish business people with no conscious.

“It’s also a statement about how Iranians are unable to unite. Imagine the quality of programming they could create if they all got together. But I’ve actually seen broadcasters spending airtime casting insults at each other.

HS, retired government employee:

“Voice of America is just as bad as the rest of them. What is appalling is that they are trying to excite people the exact same way American media provoke Americans with exaggerations and fear tactics—like the way they pick one guy, like bin Laden, as the monster and keep repeating the name to keep people tuned-in.

“Voice of America is essentially an American broadcaster targeting people with the American mentality. They never went through the trouble of creating something appropriate for the Iranian culture.

“And their news is consistently pro-American. No other viewpoint, just the same over and over. Don’t they realize people deserve better? Don’t they realize people are more sophisticated than that?

“I think none of these channels will ever be able to make a dent in the status quo. The mullahs should have nothing to fear,”

The Double Blade of Censorship

The best way to visit FoxNews.com. But BBC is censored too.
The best way to visit FoxNews.com. But BBC is censored too.

I was thrilled to find out that Fox News is filtered in Iran. That means FoxNews.com or any other link leading to the site pulls up a notice advising inappropriate content.

Finally, censorship does humanity some good, I said.

Then I found out BBC, is also filtered, after its bureau was shut down and its reporters kicked out of Iran last year.

The Traffic

True hero in combat: navigating Iran's traffic with nothing but flesh and bones—and pulling a giant load too!
True hero in combat: navigating Iran’s traffic with nothing but flesh and bones—and he’s pulling a giant load too!

I am navigating the sidewalks on Tehran’s Jordan Avenue, taking care not to step into any puddles of water, hopping back and forth into the street to avoid garbage or construction debris, constantly watching for uneven ground since apparently property owners get to build the sidewalk according to personal taste.

I step off the sidewalk to cross a side street—only to pull back to save my life. A Peugeot pulls in front of me so fast and so close that it misses me by only a few centimeters. It’s not going anywhere, though. The traffic on Jordan is as always at a standstill. The Peugeot screeches to a halt and just sits there, blocking my way.

It’s daytime. I am standing . But the driver, a man in an office suit, is completely oblivious to my presence.

Welcome to Iran, I mumble to myself and turn to go around the back of the Peugeot. The back, not the front, lest he speeds forward without looking.

I’ve extended one foot into the street when a BMW screeches to a halt right behind the Peugeot. It’s a young female, all made out in layers of makeup and fake blonde hair, the color of urine.

Again, there is not so much as a glance in my direction.

I am a pedestrian in Tehran; to most Iranian drivers I’m either non-existent or as resilient as rubber and steel. I am not a person.

I know all this already but again I feel the blood rushing to my head. I see myself pounding my fist on the BMW’s hood and screaming, “You animal!”

I just mumble the words, though. I turn to fit myself through the foot she allowed me and scurry on before the Peugeot lets go of its brake and rolls back to crush me into the BMW—a daily occurrence here.

Everyday eight people die and 160 are critically injured in Tehran traffic accidents. Iran either has the world’s highest or third highest per capita traffic casualties, depending on whom you believe. (I’m working on finding the published stats; Pakistanis and Tanzanians also claimed the top honor for themselves when I visited those countries.)

If there is one thing that the foreigner would want to grab and shake senseless on daily basis, it’s the Iranian driver. For me, nothing else even comes close.

”Only
Only if the automobile never arrived in Iran. The doroshkeh in Naghsh-i Jahan square, Isfahan.

A Reflection of the Modern Iranian Psyche?

A peaceful moment looking over Tehran; outside the automobile Iranians are not violent.
A peaceful moment looking over Tehran; when not driving, Iranians are not violent.

Twice, during the two months I’ve been here, I saw cars hit pedestrians with impunity and drive away. Once a driver simply drove over the pedestrian crossing line, snagged an old man with his side mirror and dragged him onto the asphalt.

And then—here’s what gets me—the driver struck his head out and laughed at his victim.

So why do Iranians drive the way they do? Why do the descendants of the people who issued the world’s first declaration of human rights 2,500 years ago offer so little respect for fellow human beings when they’re behind the wheel?

And is this phenomenon a valid reflection of the modern Iranian’s psyche?

I am amused by the incongruity with how Iranians act when they are outside the automobile. Two strangers are introduced to one another and they act as if they are each other’s long lost siblings. They heartily shake hands and shower each other with pleasantries of epic scale. (An entire book can be written about this; more articles coming.)

Ghorbaneh shoma: “I be sacrificed for you.”

Ghadameh shoma rooyeh chesh-mam: “Your feet be on my eye.”

Sayeyeh shoma kam nasheh: “May your shadow never diminish.”

Then these same Iranians climb into the driver’s seat and Hulk emerges.

What is it that brings about this transformation in personality? I ask this at every opportunity.

SD, office worker:

“The [1979] revolution leveled everything. What emerged afterward was a culture that valued relationships over merit and rules.

“We went from valuing zavabet”—rules—“to valuing ravabet”—relationships.

“As a result, some who previously weren’t qualified to serve tea became fantastically rich. This was difficult for others to watch; difficult for qualified, educated people who suddenly couldn’t even pay rent.

“I think people learned to dislike their own condition; they panicked; they felt that they too had to push and force their way to higher ground, no matter who’s in the way.

“Sentiments, caring about the fellow man, hospitality—all things that set the Iranian culture as truly special—had to take the back seat. The Iranian said, ‘I too have to become vicious or I’ll be left behind.’

“The [1979] revolution and events that followed—the war, the vicious street killings, and the way a minority got ahead at the expense of the rest of the country—all contributed to this change. People even learned to walk into offices and yell and make a scene to get their way.

“Really, people don’t know what else they can do to get ahead. They are like blind rats bouncing around in a maze, trying to find their way to this invisible prize. Time for wisdom and thought has long passed.

“I think driving in Iran is a mirror to this phenomenon. The guy sees with his own very eyes that there’s a kilometer of cars standing still in front of him, but he still honks his horn and yells obscenities. He’s in the maze, confined and angry. He wants out. He wants to go somewhere, anywhere other than where he is because he thinks doing something, anything will get him somewhere better. That’s what living without choices does to you.

“There’s a tiny space next to you and you need that space to turn toward your destination. But the guy behind you will do everything in the world to take that space and after he’s passed, the guy behind him follows. Absolutely no one will ever give you a break. Because in his mind he’s saying, ‘nobody ever has and ever will give me a break. Why should I give anyone else a break?’”

“You have people nearly running over an old woman their grandmother’s age but they laugh about it and don’t feel any remorse. To the contrary, they feel self-satisfied, like they just got ahead a little bit.

“This is something new. Iranians never terrorized each other to such degree. They’ve learned to do so.”

AE, college student:

“I don’t think we’re the same Iranians [who built the Persian Empire]. We have since mixed in with wild people, like the Mongols and the Arabs. The Persians who ruled the world are long gone. This is a different race.

“Driving in Iran is a reflection of people trying to feel powerful, trying to say, ‘I’m somebody too.’ This is how wild beings act; they don’t use their mouths; they use the pedal.”

RT, businessman:

“You got to understand that there is a whole new class of people today who are behind the wheel. The guy was riding a donkey to his farm all his life. Then land prices skyrocket; he sells and comes to Tehran. Now he’s driving a Peugeot. But this Peugeot has never been part of his culture; it’s something he never dreamed of in his wildest imagination; he has no idea how to handle the change.

“All he knows is that when presses the pedal, there’s a roar and the faster he goes, the more attention he gets. For him, it’s like owning his own space ship. But he still doesn’t have any idea how to handle it.”

SF, college student:

Being indifferent toward pedestrians “is the driver’s way of stating his superiority. He’s been on foot all his life taking it from the drivers. Now he’s behind the wheel himself and this is his way of saying, ‘I am somebody and you’re still a pedestrian.’”

GH, engineer:

“This is a cultural problem that goes back 70 years. From the beginning, when the automobile was introduced to us, we’ve never had the opportunity to learn the culture of driving as it should have been thought to us. They gave us the automobile but not the culture.”

SP, accountant:

“It all comes down to money and enforcement. There are a lot of laws on the books. In fact, we practically have every driving law conceivable. But what good is the law if it is not enforced?

“The government makes the laws but doesn’t spend the money to enforce them. So why should people obey the law if there’s no penalty for disobedience?

“It has nothing to do with culture. All people are self-interested beings; they are selfish by nature. Take away the penalty and all those beautiful highways you see in the West will be a mangled chaos in a day.”

MK, businessman:

A new class of people gained incredible amounts of money. But those of higher class people, people with class, with old money, they either left the country or are rotting in the corner of the house. They left the arena.

But new money that replaced them has no class, no education, no idea what’s right and what’s wrong.”

Expect the Unexpected or You Won't Survive

Expect the unexpected; it's required to survive Iran's roads. An American greenhorn at the wheel, With driving instructor Shahraum Yousefian
Expect the unexpected; it’s required to survive Iran’s roads. An American greenhorn at the wheel, With driving instructor Shahraum Yousefian.

I have been driving for 27 years but only in the West. My father forced me to take 10 two-hour driving sessions “to learn to drive Iranian … because it’s a matter of life or death.”

Here’s the speech I got on my first session from instructor Shahraum Yousefian, 40, before I got to turn on the engine:

“I’ve been on the streets doing this for 14 years. It doesn’t pay a lot and I could be doing more lucrative things. I do it because I love my job.

“The traffic laws are exactly the same as the ones in America and 52 other countries. Reality, obviously, is a little different.

“Driving in Iran is less about obeying the rules and more about zoorchepooni [using force] or you won’t get anywhere. You’ll be at the same intersection the rest of the day waiting for someone to let you in [to the traffic stream].

“The average driver has no concept of there being any rules of driving. He just spins the wheel and beeps trying to open the way for himself, like he’s in a bumper-cars ride, never looking in the mirror, never caring what happens to the other drivers.

“Then you got the jon-bauz who might be moaji. He is driving toward you and suddenly he thinks you’re an enemy patrol.

“You have to constantly watch the parked cars because they’ll move right into the traffic without any warning, without so much as a pause, without so much as a glance at the [rearview] mirror.

“You got the kid who is talking on his mobile parked on the side [cell phone use while driving is illegal in Iran], fighting with someone. Then he drops his mobile and launches right into the traffic on his way to fight with the guy he was talking to.

Expect the unexpected; bikes, motorcyles, pedestrians and cars co-exist on Iranian streets—barely though.
Expect the unexpected; bikes, motorcyles, pedestrians and cars co-exist on Iranian streets—barely though.

“The blinkers in the Iranian cars remain completely brand new during the entire life of the car. It might never be used.

“Mirrors—you’ve got cars missing mirrors on one side or both sides, or even the rearview mirror is gone. He drives around for years with absolutely no idea what’s behind him.

“So in Iran, you don’t just watch where you’re going. You also have to constantly watch others around you. Always expect the unexpected. Never, ever assume the other guy will obey the law or even show any common sense.

“Pedestrians and drivers are in a constant battle. Drivers treat pedestrians like other cars.

“The law says that even if there’s not a marked pedestrian crossing, the car should stop five meters before the intersection in anticipation of a pedestrian. In reality, drivers don’t respect the marked pedestrian crossings; they don’t stop for other cars, let alone for pedestrians.

“If they do have to stop because of traffic, they’d stop right over the pedestrian crossing line. So the pedestrian, instead of walking straight, has to zigzag his way around the cars.

“The law says that you have to keep a car-length’s distance for every 15 kilometers of speed. Reality, of course, is different. When you can obey the law, but in most traffic you have to be content to just being able to see the rear wheels of the car in front of you. Otherwise people behind you will give you hell.

“Same with speed. Most of the time you have to forget about the speed limit. The people around you won’t let you.

“Never stop out of courtesy for others [pedestrians or cars] to pass. If you do, people behind you will hit you because they just don’t expect it.

“Also if the pedestrian is a woman, she’ll think you want to pick her up. Just the other day a woman cursed me because a student stopped to let her cross the street.

“Use your mirrors frequently, all three. You have to keep watching your back all the time or people will hit you.

“Going down a one-way street, you have to expect a 90-percent chance of a motorcycle and at least a 20-percent chance of a car coming right toward you, at full speed.

“My cousin grew up in Germany. When he came here, he’d go out and within 10 minutes he’d call on his mobile [phone] from the side of street and scream, ‘come get me. I can’t deal with these crazies’.”

The Quadruple Suicide Challenge

How many driving laws can be broken simultaneously? These Iranian drivers take the challenge.
NOTE: This is a two-way road, not one-way, with actual Iranian drivers, presumably not just released from sanitarium, on the Feerouz-kooh road toward Tehran.

How many driving laws can be broken simultaneously? These brave Iranian drivers take the challenge.

A is a truck going its merry way uphill a two-lane highway, but not fast enough for the drivers behind it.

B sees an opening on the right side; it’s the shoulder but in light of what’s transpiring nearby, he’d qualify for a smartest-driver-of-the-year award.

C is passing A on the left, but not to be left outdone, D is passing to the left of C, spilling into the left shoulder.

E and F say, “If they can do it, why can’t we?” They line up behind C and D’s suicidal positions, having absolutely no idea what coming from the other side.

Here’s what happens moments later:

How many driving laws can be broken simultaneously? These brave Iranian drivers take the challenge.

Oops. Nearly got run over by a 10-ton truck. Oh, well; there’s always tomorrow to try to meet my maker.

Note: C, the only party that was not breaking any laws does not get past the obstacle.

Like a friend said, “People are conditioned to think that they have to be crazier, wilder, more daring than the next guy to get ahead.

Maybe it was the [Iran-Iraq] war; all that jon-bauz stuff, all the carnage people saw. Maybe it’s all the economic pressure, the poverty, the inability to express themselves, the daily grind of trying and trying and never ever getting ahead.

But something in the Iranian psyche has changed. We’re crazier, we’re on the edge. We’re willing to do anything now.”

Video: Stop-and-Go All Day Long

Changing the System: One Lazy American at a Time

Getting a driver's license in Iran.
The piles of required documents were growing and I briefly considered buying a folder. Purchase of a folder turned out to be one of the requirements too. “Go buy a folder before I stamp this for you,” I was told at the driving school.

I planned to write about the bureaucracy involved in getting an Iranian driver’s license, the four classroom sessions followed by ten 2-hour driving sessions; the visit to the eye doctor; the visit to bank to make multiple deposits; the visit to the photography studio; all the negotiations involved to prove that I have been exempted from military service; finding a substitute for my national ID card; filling out half-dozen forms and getting them stamped here and there; even the effort it took to figure out my postal code.

My story would’ve made the DMV in the U.S. look like … eheeem … the model of efficiency.

But now I am reluctant to make fun of the Iranian system because today the system worked. I failed the written exam, more than likely because I was too lazy to review the 180-page book.

The exam was difficult! Only 25 minutes for 30 questions, some cunningly designed to confuse:

Q: A car suddenly pulls in front of you from a side street. What should you do?

1. Flash your lights and get behind it.
2. Beep and pass it quickly.
3. Reduce your speed and get ready to stop.
4. Change lanes so you don’t hit it.

All of above applies. I don’t know how I could possibly pick just one.

I remembered our teacher during the first classroom session, a stiff no-nonsense retired colonel given to Patton-esq sermons on civilization.

“We are attempting to change this culture!” he roared.

I snickered at the time, but now I would give him the benefit of the doubt. Several other students failed too. We all have to keep taking the exam, at one-week intervals, until we pass and move on to the behind-the-wheel exam.

The list of documents required for a driver’s license (and not the directions for an atom bomb), left; the wonderful women at the school; their helpfulness kept me going.
The list of documents required for a driver’s license (and not the recepie for the atom bomb), left; the wonderful women at the school; their helpfulness and willingness to overlook stupid-sounding things I sometimes unknowingly blurted out, kept me going.

Irony is everywhere; irony is coming out of my ears. The American with 27 years of driving experience and near-perfect record, can’t get the driver’s license of the country with the perhaps the world’s worst driving culture.

I tried to make an issue of the language. “You should have the exam in English too,” I protested, even though I had trouble with only a couple of the words. The examiner saw through my b.s. and told me to study harder.

It was the Iranian thing to do, though—to come up with any excuse to try to weasel my way through.

As I walked back home, I smiled as I remembered a relative’s advice just the night before: “After a while, even the foreigner will start becoming a little Iranian. At first he resists. But a year later you see him driving against the traffic on a one-way street because he wants to get to his house quicker.

“Don’t try to change the system, Ali. Don’t compare us with America. When you come here, change your glasses and you’ll see things go smoother.

“And eventually,” he smiled, “you’ll start seeing a sort of chaotic order within the chaos.”

The Wonderful

Things that make Iran worth living in:

Buying Pastry

Strolling the Bazaar Just After Dusk

The Fruit

Visiting the Bird Bazaar

War & Peace

War veteran cemetary, villgage of Kharaghani, near Sharood, Iran.

"It was a time unlike any other"

Ejad Naderi, 45, Boomehen, Iran.

But there are some of us that are able to get to self-realization even when the financial needs are not satisfied,” says Ejad Nader, 45, teacher; with 9-month-old son, Daniel.

“I spent a year at the front [in the Iran-Iraq War]. I came back with memories that will never leave me.

“It was a time unlike any other. Everyone was equal, from the general down to the private. And everyone was sacrificing everything.

“During the battle of Karbala 5, the largest battle we fought, we were determined to give the nation a New Year’s present. But the price we paid was enormous. Of battalions of 2,000 to 3,000 men, usually only 20 to 50 would return and they were all messed up too.

“The night before an attack they usually fed us especially well—sometimes a whole chicken per person. We’d tell each other, ‘take note; tonight we had chicken. Something’s up.’

“The Iraqis were pounding us with a powerful missile called the ‘French missile.’ It glowed red hot on approach but the glow would vanish four or five kilometers to target and then you had no idea where it would land.

“I recall one boy from Isfahan in our dugout who was afraid of the dark. A French missile hit nearby and our power generator went out.

“The Isfahani became emotional. Another guy asked him, ‘what are you going to do when you’re in a grave? It’s dark in there too.’

“The boy said, ‘I won’t be able to stand that either. My last will is that you bury me in a grave with a light inside so that I won’t be scared.’

“He had gone outside an hour later when another missile hit and it hit within a meter of our friend. I can’t describe the feeling when we found him, only that we had to bring a blanket in order to carry all the pieces.

“Another time, I saw a Toyota truck coming toward us. From far away, it was as if there was no driver. But it had such a heavy load the back was almost touching the ground.

“When it got close, I realized I couldn’t see the driver because it was a really short guy behind the wheel. And the load—it was nothing but body parts, nothing but arms, legs and heads.

“I screamed at him, ‘why didn’t you at least cover them with a blanket,’ and he said he tried but couldn’t find anything.

“The war, of course, will never let me go. I was exposed to mustard gas [used by Iraqis]. I’ve lost 10 kilograms in the last five years. I quickly lose my breath; I can’t be exposed to cold air. Normal people recover from a cold in a few days. It takes me 40 days and after Penicillin injections.

“You never know what awaits you in life. After I came back from the war, as a reward for my service, they sent me to a good school to teach. I had a bachelor’s in teaching. That’s where I met my wife. I had no relatives with me so I went to khastegari on my own. I was wearing nothing but these old, dirty clothes. I said, ‘I have nothing in the world but devotion and honesty to give to your daughter.’ Her father liked that but said it’s up to his daughter to decide and she wasn’t home at the time. So I had to go back a second time a week later.

“This was my father-in-law’s advice: ‘If you are good to each other, God will provide for all your wishes. If you are not, then the little you have will vanish too.

“He was right. Back then I spent all my time in school because there was no home to go to. Today I have several pieces of land in my children’s names. I’m still just a teacher, but my co-workers always say, ‘Mr. Naderi never lacks anything.’

“We human beings have many needs. Some needs are elementary, like food, housing—the financial part. Those have to be satisfied before we can get to self-realization.

“Perhaps 50-percent of Iranians are consumed with finances. That’s what their lives are about until the end. We tend not to know how to enjoy life from the within.

“But there are some of us that are able to get to self-realization even when the financial needs are not satisfied. This is the definition of the fortunate person.

“What is goodness? Goodness is honesty; honesty toward oneself and toward others.

“Despite objections from some parents, I require my students to keep a daily journal so that they remember their lives, so that they exercise their minds and learn from experience.

“I had a cousin who died horribly during the early days of war. He would not retreat with the others and the Iraqis shot him in the head from a distance because they had scopes on their guns.

“He is gone forever. But I have something precious from him. One day he had come to my home while I was out. He wrote in my journal, ‘I was here. I had something to eat. I am sorry I missed you.’

“He gave away everything he had before he went to the front because I guess he had a premonition of his own end. But to me this piece of paper with his handwriting is worth more than anything else he could have left behind.”

The Way We Used to Die


Abdul-vahid Shariati, middle school principal, Village of Kharaghani, NE Iran, with son, Mehdi, 7.

I volunteered to go to [Iran-Iraq 1980-88] war when I was 15. For the next eight years, we would go for specific battles and then return home.

It was a different time and feeling. Death was everywhere. I saw people get killed in front of me many times.

I remember one time, we were trying to capture a hill but every person who’d get up would get shot. There was this one guy who said he could outrun the bullets. He got up and started running. Then I saw him get hit directly by RPG. I saw him turn into powder in front of my eyes.

Seeing the carnage didn’t bother me. Just the opposite, we had been so conditioned that we all wanted to die. Those who survived were upset that it wasn’t us who had been the shahid [person who dies in defense of Islam].

Death was expected. Living was the unexpected. During one battle, of the 450 who went from this area, only 30 returned.”

Q: Do you think people would be willing to die so easily today?

No, not at all. It’s a different time today.”

Who has time for War?

Mother and children on the way to school, town of Bastam, NE Iran.
Mother and children on the way to school, town of Bastam, NE Iran.

Everywhere I go in Iran, I see people preoccupied with survival and raising their own as best they can. Who has time for hate when just raising a couple of rug rats takes so much energy?

Funny, people in America are also preoccupied with the same kind of things.

So where is all the fear-mongering coming from?

Next time, my fellow American, you’re clicking through another hate-fest on cable “news” or come home from church so convinced that Islam is driven to destroy your way of life—think about whom the talk serves.

Is it really the average Moslem mother and father who wants to hurt you or maybe, just maybe, the people who generate the slogans have something to gain?

Would Blue Eyes Make a Difference?

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Akbar Bashteeni, laborer, with daughter, Mahnaz, 3. In the village of Bashtseen, 40 kms. west of Sabzevar, NE Iran.

“When my daughter was born I couldn’t believe her eyes were this color. Her mother’s eyes are dark. My eyes are dark. Everyone on my side of the family and hers have dark eyes. Our parents and their parents all had dark eyes. We couldn’t believe our daughter had such blue eyes and white skin too.

“People here don’t like blue eyes. They take it as a dark omen. I love my daughter but she probably will experience some bad reactions in her future.

“There have been other tourists who’ve stopped to take pictures. She gets a lot of attention.

“This will probably be my own only child. Life is too difficult today to have any more. I am so sorry that I never studied beyond the fifth grade. I hope my daughter does better. I even hope someday she’ll go to college.”

Akbar Bashteeni, laborer, with daughter, Mahnaz, 3


Blue eyes are not popular here partly because of the belief that those who hunted down and killed Imam Hussein had blue or green eyes.

Also plenty of blue-eyed people came through here with ill intent, such as Alexander the Great or the 18th- and 19th-century British soldiers.

Ironically, though, the Aryans, the very people whose descendants helped build the Persian empire 2500 years ago in central Iran probably had plenty of blue eyes among them.

Pottery and other artifacts found here indicate the Aryans came through and lived in this very area, starting from 5,000 years ago, on their way south, before they spread out to populate Europe and Central Asia.


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Seeing Mahnaz threw me into turmoil. As we sped back to Sabzevar to end the day’s fast (25th day of Ramadan today), I watched the sun drop behind the bluish desert and my mind again drifted back to the subject of war and how others living on the other side of planet permit their governments to drop bombs on these people.

To kill, first the mind has to dehumanize the victim. Would seeing a child that looks like a Norman Rockwell character impede that process?

If the people of Iraq all had blue eyes and white skin, would fewer than 90% of American taxpayers support the Iraq slaughter in its early days?

Would Hillary Clinton have stopped preening herself for 2008 for just a darn moment and realized that there are lots of children and villages in Iraq too?

If Afghanis had blue eyes, would the Pentagon’s finest, in their hunt for a single man, suggest some strategy other than sending the blind and dumb B-52’s?

To the American soccer moms who voted in Bush and continue to believe in Dick’s lies, I say: please, just look into the eyes of Mahnaz. Can you, would you, just for a tiny moment try to see your own?

Western Views

"If Only the English Knew"

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Sean Reeve, from Bristol, England, on his second trip to Iran, here touring Chehel Sotoon palace, Isfahan.

“I’m an accountant with Rolls Royce, in Bristol, England. This is my second trip to Iran. The first one was three years ago. Both trips for 20 days, because that’s how long the visas were issued for.

“I came to Iran because I wanted to know what Iran is really about and go beyond what BBC tells me.

“Most of the information we receive in the press about Iran is negative. If only the English knew about the friendliness of the Iranian people, they would have a completely different opinion.

“I had my first surprise on the first day of my first trip. I was trying to find a place and I asked an old man, who just stared at me because he couldn’t understand me.

“Then this little girl, maybe seven or eight years old, came up to me asked, ‘what is it you’re looking for?’ I couldn’t believe that she spoke English. I told her and she responded, ‘Okay, come with me.’

“That was my first big impression of Iran. This would never happen in England. First of all, a stranger walking with a little girl—that just isn’t done there. Also, the friendliness, helpfulness of the people, the way they would go out of their way to help you—this is not in my culture in England.

“Another thing that persuaded me to come back is the way people interact with you. Many people are eager to practice their English. You can get a good impression of what they’re thinking.

“Then you got so many historical sites scattered across a huge country.

“I am never followed by anyone. I don’t think I am ever watched. I can go anywhere I wish. Going to places is easy. You just show up at the bus station.

“I had an experience with a bogus policeman [trying for a shakedown], but that can happen anywhere. I just kept walking and he went away. In Isfahan you actually feel pretty safe because there are so many [real] policemen everywhere.

“I know I’m the center of attention here and I don’t mind it; it’s kind of flattering.

“There have never been any expressions of hatred whatsoever.

“Everybody [back home] thinks I’m crazy for coming here because of the press images of Iran; they enforce the stereotypical opinions.

“Things are so cheap here, you don’t even bother to look at the numbers anymore; it’s not even worth the trouble of converting it back to your currency.

“You come here [to tour the Chehel Sotoon] for 5,000 [rials] and it’s like 33 p’s. No, it’s less than 30 p’s. I’m an accountant; I need to get that right.

“The toilets are alright. The only thing I would change is the visa process. The first time I was rejected for no reason and you lose your money [the visa fee] even if you’re rejected. So I went to an agent and he got it for me. The whole thing cost me 164 pounds. This time I spent 137 pounds and had to wait five weeks.

“But then it costs 80 pounds for Iranians to get British visas and they have to go through the fingerprinting thing.

“Eighty pounds is a lot of money for an Iranian. I think it’s extortion.”

"There are way too many misunderstandings"

Aurora Majnoni, 24, Italian college student
Majnoni: “We need to cancel our understanding of what we know of Iran.”

Italians Aurora Majnoni, 24, college student (left) and traveling companion Maddalena Artusi, 25, at Ali Qapu Palace, Isfahan, Iran.

AM: “We came to Iran [10 days ago] by land from Turkey. As soon as we entered Iran we immediately sensed that culture changed.”

MA: “We could see people here have a lot more culture, more education, more sophistication, more university education.”

AM: “Here we were able to communicate with people everywhere without worrying about what they would want from us in return.

MA: “In every city, we’ve had incidences of total strangers coming up to us and saying, ‘Welcome to Iran.’ From the way they were smiling, we could tell it was earnest. It wasn’t a show; it wasn’t for an ulterior motive.”

Italians Aurora Majnoni, 24, college student (left) and traveling companion Maddalena Artusi, 25, at Ali Qapu Palace, Isfahan, Iran.

AM: “We had the same happening in Turkey [people welcoming us]. But it was always either for money or something like, ‘Do you want to marry me?’

“I don’t want to speak bad of Turkey; I had wonderful things happen to me there. But the atmosphere was totally different. It was a lot more commercial and insincere.”

“We’ve had no trouble with Iranians in any way, from the very beginning. They gave us a visa in just 10 days. We feel safe here.

“What we’ve found here is very different than what you see in media in the West.

“I think we need to cancel our understanding of what we [in the West] know of Iran. There are way too many misunderstandings, too much propaganda.”

Youth

Video Arcade: No Shortage of Expert Players


Ehsan (far left), 20, college student, town of Bastam, NE Iran.

“Kids pay 400 tomans an hour (about 45 cents USD) to play video games here. My family opened this place three weeks ago. We’re the second place like this in Bastam.

“We’re really busy during the month of Ramadan because the school hours are a lot shorter. The kids are bored at home so they come here.

“We never worry about whether kids know how to play. If there is anything they know, it’s video games. It doesn’t matter that all the games are in English. They know it all.”

“I am here! See me? I am here!”

Fatimeh Javidan (front), with mother and twin sister Zahra.
Fatimeh Javidan, 12 (front), with mother and twin sister Zahra.

Fatimeh’s restless soul speaks relentlessly past those dark eyes, longing to experience, yearning for attention. If it could, it would leap out and slap you into attention.

“I am here! See me? I am here!”

She lives in Boomehen, a poor town 30 kilometers east of Tehran. The family gets by on 31,000 tomans ($34 USD) worth of charity funds per month, ever since the father died of lung cancer five years ago.

Fatimeh doesn’t give a hoot about improbability.

“I want to become an actress,” she says, sitting cross-legged on the floor, writhing with excitement as she says the words, as if she is struggling to speak a foreign language. One hand stabs the air; the other unknowingly seizes a leg and lets go.

Fatimeh Javidan (front), with mother and twin sister Zahra.

Moments later, she is motionless, her eyes glued to my lens; her gaze almost—well, almost scaring me!

“Say you want to become a teacher, a doctor,” her mother urges.

Fatimeh motions her silent and continues: “I was in three school plays and I really liked being an actress. I watch a lot of movies too.”

Her twin sister, Zahra, carries the official line: “I want to be a teacher.”

Their mother adds: “Zahra always covers her eyes when watching something scary on TV. Fatimeh is never scared. She just keeps watching.”

Everyone else in the room is silent. Then one speaks, awe in his voice: “Look at her. You can just see the determination in this girl.”